Just another sweet brooklyn girl !!

I have moved my blog to wordpress !!!

2009-03-03T15:46:00.001-08:00

Hello blogging friends! I have finally taken that brave step toward Wordpress. I am on Wordpress and so far it is pretty nice and has some very useful plugins. The installation of Wordpress was fairly easy since I already had a previous verison installed from a long time ago. My only difficulty in this transfer, was the template that I am using which seemed to have gotten distorted from uploading. However, I have worked on it and have prettied it up a little(still more lots to be done). I am still working on my template but, I am ready to go and blog my heart away. Please see any new updates on my blog at http://www.mslovely101.com . If you have any useful tips or recommended plugins that you think could be helpful please share. If you would like to exchange links with my blog or another one of my sites/blogs, please let me know by :

1) Leaving a comment on my blog.
2) Twittering me for a link exchange with my blog/site.
3) Sending me an email @mslgrfx@yahoo.com.

A few new TWITTER BADGES I created.

2009-02-24T14:45:00.000-08:00

Tell me what you think of these new Twitter Badges I created. I just felt in the mood to make some Badges from seeing all the other great talents at work on different blogs. What kind of colors or Shapes do you prefer for a Twitter Badge on your site ?

In Desperate need of advice.Issues on Twitter......

2009-02-23T19:55:00.000-08:00

♡ This blog post is a mirror from my blog post on Twittermoms.♡

Hey, twitter moms. I am still a newbie to twitter because I have not even been using twitter for a month yet. I am trying to learn and grasp all the rules, how to's, and follower stuff. I really appreciate all the love that TwitterMoms has shown me especially the moms on my friends list so far. I can't believe that someone would file a complaint against me. What have I done? I do not think that I have done anything wrong and if I have it was an obvious mistake because, I'm still a bit of a newbie. I am not sure how specific I can get on here so, I won't be too specific yet. Anyways, someone has filed a complaint against me, so he/they say. I believe that this person has multiple accounts and they definitely have excessive followers. At first it seemed like they.he was helping me but, things started to get suspicious earlier today when he mentioned his account hacking situation. He claimed that TwitterRemote hacked his twitter account and was posting RT or tweets that were not from him. I could not believe that someone would actually need to do something like that. I was shocked and disgusted but, also confused. I was not having any problems with TwitterRemote or anyone. He informed me that he was changing his password and I suppose blocking TwitterRemote. I guess that was the correct thing for him to do but, he was urging me to change my password as well. I thought the whole thing seemed suspicious so, I left it alone. I did not change my password as he suggested because, I did not notice any strange behavior. Everything seemed fine in my twitter area and I was sympathetic that he was having problems. Also he mentioned not being able to DM (Direct Message) which I thought was weird also. Anyway, I was tweeting happily and browsing some interesting sites and blogs, trying to retweet to be kind to a few. I think that retweeting and helping spread the word of great tweets to your followers should be a good thing. I did not know that you could not retweet certain things or hash tags. What are the rules about that, where is says you can't try to help retweet followers tweets that specifically have RT in front of them?? Twitter Moms, I need HELP !! This person/2 accounts said that they were going to file a formal complaint against me with Twitter. Then this rude person posted that they had blocked me on their twitter profile.Like this: "Twitter Complaint Request #40438 "@mslovely101 in on file". How hurtful is that? Man, I can't believe that this is happening to me. What should I do moms?

Updated my MY$PACE PAGE LAYOUT to the new 2.0 !

2009-02-19T18:47:00.000-08:00

I have not really been on myspace in a while but,I have been trying to catch up.I had to update my myspace page layout or change it because, myspace has blocked another music playlist. These days it seems like myspace is blocking many sites,links,and other urls/html codes. I guess it is all an effort to keep its members safe, isn't it?
Well I like the new 2.0 layout editor that they are using now. It is easy to use and fun too, so I enjoyed changing around my layout. I love it when things are simple or created easily with a few drags and clicks. Take a peak at my myspace page at http://www.myspace.com/mslovely101 .tell me what you think of my music playlist so far. I will be adding much more to my music playlist. Unlike some other pages I have seen that are banging loud upon entry, I like to start mine off soft and easy. For example, Bootsy Collins~ "I'd Rather Be with You". I could always use a few more myspace friends so add me to your buddies list and feel free to use some of my custom myspace graphics from here if you like them.

**Quick Snapshot of my Myspace Page**

Top 10 Traffic Exchange websites.

2009-02-12T18:06:00.001-08:00

A free traffic exchange is one of the best sources of online advertising and free website promotion. Thousands of users generate traffic to their blog or websites this way. I have found that using free traffic exchanges can be very useful and can help me earn money online. This is how a traffic exchange site works. You start surfing through a few random sites that are generated by the site and in turn your site gets visited by other members of the traffic exchange. Basically, you are viewing other users sites and they are viewing yours. Most traffic exchange sites work on 1:1 ratio meaning for each site that you visit your site gets visited once.Different sites have different ratios and/or bonuses. Some traffic exchanges offer Manual Surfing only, some offer Auto Surfing only and some offer both.
*Manual Surfing is when you have to manually click a button for the traffic exchange. After a specified time period, generally 15, 20 or 30 seconds, you then have to click the correct button to continue.
*Auto Surfing is when you don't have to click anything and it automatically starts surfing for you.
Meaning you don't have to click any buttons to continue to the next ad or page. I like auto surfing because it is very easy and does some of the work for you. Both manual and auto surfing will bring traffic to your website, but there is a much greater possibility of your websites actually being seen with manual surfing.
Some sites have pop ups and/or frame breakers but, I use an add-on for Firefox called "No-Script". This nice add-on blocks a lot of bad sites, pop ups, and frame breakers. I love using it and I feel more secure with this add-on. Some traffic exchange sites pay you to surf like 2 cents for every 100 pages surfed. Here are a few good traffic exchange sites that I am currently a member of.

TOP 10 TRAFFIC EXCHANGE SITES
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Hit2Hit - Manual Surfing only. Up to 4 sites. Credit bonuses and possibly cash.
Easy Hits 4 U - Manual surfing only. Add many sites. Cash and other types of bonuses.
TS25 - Manual Surfing only.Up to 3 sites. Bonuses:LogiBucks; Traffic credits; Ref bonus credits;
Traffic Pods - Manual Surf only. Up to 3 sites.Bonuses: Traffic Pods; sign-up bonus 250 credits;
Hit Pulse - Manual Surf only. Power Point bonuses. Great traffic!
Traffic Swarm - Manual Surfing only. Add many sites.
Hit Tactic - Manual Surf only. Bonuses: Cash and bonus credits. Up to 3 sites. Has a rotator too!
Smiley Traffic - Manual and Auto Surf. Cash and bonus credits. Up to 5 sites. Downline builder.
MyGPT - Auto Surfing only. Up to 3 sites. Great Traffic!
Surf4Green - Auto Surfing only. Cash and bonus credits. Add 1 site. Great Traffic.

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Ok here's the bad news: The word on the grapevine is that when it comes to click exchange, traffic exchanges, autosurfs, paid for click and paid to read programs are against adsense tos. This can result in your adsense account being banned, permanently. Also here is what the google adsense blogspot says,
"We understand that our publishers are always looking for ways to attract interested users to their sites. But using third-party tools or services to increase your site traffic may lead to invalid clicks or impressions and result in your account being disabled. ~~~
"As many of you already know, our program policies strictly prohibit any means of artificially generating ad impressions or clicks, including third-party services such as paid-to-click, paid-to-surf, auto-surf, and click-exchange programs. These programs offer incentives for users to view web pages or click on ads, resulting in activity that is harmful to our advertisers.~~
"We realize that you may have questions about a specific traffic service and whether it could potentially create invalid impressions or clicks. However, please understand that we're unable to comment on any particular third-party service.~~"

Here is a NEW hot popular rap video I'm watching now.

2009-02-11T23:08:00.000-08:00

Its called "Brooklyn We Go Hard".

Brooklyn We GO Hard

Just A Quickie.....

2009-01-25T22:07:00.001-08:00

Well things have been going pretty well for me lately. Everything is all good just as long as I'm not running into any bad luck. I have still been trying to earn money online through different sites.
On my last post I was working on Kittymails.com which seems to be a SCAM !! So now I am not working on kittymails anymore. I am sorry that I even wasted my time with them. Oh well, I'm not crying over spilled milk. I am happy to be a member of another site called GetPaidTo.com.
They are the best and they are very reliable because, I have already been paid several times via PayPal !
This site makes me feel like all of my searching for money online has finally paid off in some small way. GetPaidTo is a site that pays you to participate in surveys,offers, or quizzes. The minimum payout amount is $0.50, plus you get a $0.25 sign on bonus! There are also a few other sites that look exactly like GetPaidTo.com but, I have yet to be paid from them. Well if you are looking for some extra money guys...try this GETPAIDTO.
Now on to the entertainment of my life...I have been watching movies like:
Benjamin Button, Gran Torino, and Notorious BIG. All of these movies were very good and I have them on dvd now. I have also been watching one of my favorite tv shows.... Big Love !
I love Big Love soooo much. I think their family life is very cool and down to earth. The whole series is very contoversial and very interesting like a book I can't put down! I think the whole Big Love family with "Barb", "Nickie", "Bill", and "Margene" is so inspiring.

What have you been up to these past few days?

2009-01-08T21:10:00.000-08:00

Well I have been looking for other ways to make money online. Since I have upgraded to my own domain name and lost my PR2/3, I have been having a hard time getting paid to blog. I hope this domain name upgrade was a wise decision. Anyway, I have been on MyLot boosting my earnings up to get payout. MyLot is pretty cool and could be very successful if you like social networking sites like myspace, facebook, and things like that. There is a site that is like myspace called YUWIE. It is supposed to pay you for participation but, I have already heard a few bad reviews about it being a scam. There is a youtube video from a user that has only got earned 44cents but, says its a scam. This user has lots of viewers and referrals but, is not getting good cash from YUWIE. From this information I don't think I would ever join YUWIE.
I have joined a few PTC (paid to click) sites that have been fun and easy. I still have a short ways to go until I reach payout but, I have heard a lot of good reviews about these PTC sites. These sites pay you $0.01, $0.02, $0.05, or $0.50 per click or each time your click on an advertisement. All you have to do is click the advertisement and leave the page open for the specified time (around or from 8sec-30sec). I think that is pretty cool. Even though the money is basically earning pennies and nickels at a time but, I like it because it is fast,easy, and honest.
Here are a few of the PTC sites that I am earning money at right now:
♥ ♥ ♥(click on the banner if you want to join me!) ♥ ♥ ♥

Update for MyLot and a little more.....

2009-01-05T20:24:00.000-08:00

Well I have been on MyLot a lot lately these past few days and I'm making progress. In my last post I said that I had already made around $0.18. Now since I have been responding to more MyLot discussions and starting new discussions,MyLot has increased my earnings to $0.52. I am glad to see that my effort is paying off because, slow progress is better than no progress. I will keep trying to work up to $10.00 to get my first payout. I had also referred my sister who is doing very well and making faster progress than I had made in my first try. So bloggers if you are looking to make so,me extra cash to ease your financial pain, give MyLot a try.I have also been trying to give my link out to get more traffic to my blog by participating in plugging on Plug-Boards and having a plug board on my blog. There are a lot of Plug-board sites out there and I think that its kinda fun. I also like the Link Dumps. Check out my plug board and link dump right here.

What other kind of online money earning sites have you tried?

2008-12-30T18:02:00.001-08:00

Well when I first started blogging, I experimented with a lot of different sites that claimed to give you money for blogging or participating. One site I had tried was called MyLot.com . I tried it for like a few days but not very long. I stopped being online because I was kinda busy with the outside world so, I forgot to check my earnings and updates. Recently I went back to check myLot User Profile . I found out that I had $0.08 in earnings ! I was like wow they really gave me something for participating a little. This made me want to participate even more and try to make even more money. I need to get at least $10 for a payout. Basically MyLot pays you to participate in discussions and upload photos for use in discussions and etc. It seems like another cool way to get some money online. Anyone have any other cool sites that let you make money online???

Just chilling and being with family and friends.

2008-12-29T10:32:00.000-08:00

I have been enjoying my time at home and with my BFF and her kids. My son also had fun playing with her sugar-hyped kids. My son is spending a day or two with his father. That's cool it gives me more time to handle my business and do other things. Last night I made pork chops,yellow rice, and biscuits. I thought it tasted good, so did my sister, my brother, and my son. My boyfriend on the other hand always has a picky appetite so, he ate his dinner later that night. Anyways, I have been trying to just chill and relax but, have been feeling a little overwhelmed. I'm sure that all the WAHM's can understand how I feel. I cook, clean, do laundry, run errands, go shopping, and more. I have been loving my palm centro cell phone but, have been having some minor problems. I purchased a MicroSD card for my cell phone which was helpful, plus I got it for a discount from staples (4GB for 14.99). I have been trying to use my phone as a modem and have downloaded the software and followed all the steps properly. Still I am getting no results and I think maybe its something with the phone, since my laptop seems to be working properly.

Well I am trying to make this money online thing work out for my site but things seem to be moving slow. I took more pics of my BFF's kids. They are cute little critters and they loved taking pictures to see how they looked on camera. Here are some pics of them:

Christmas Day with family,friends,food, and good music.

2008-12-26T08:56:00.001-08:00

Well my Christmas Day was even more special than I thought it would be. I was still tired but, I got up early on Christmas morning thanks to my early-bird son, who woke me up around 7am. My son was ready to open his gifts and was anxious like a hopping jelly bean. I went to take a shower and get myself together and he was popping up,down and all around like popcorn. When we finally started the process of opening his presents, he was thrilled to see his Spiderman Activity Book the most. He was also having a party with the clay-do from his 500 piece Art set . I was glad that he was having a good time and that he liked all his gifts. However, after a while he got bored with being the only child and wanted someone to play with so, I called up my BFF. I told my BFF to come over and bring her little munchkins , this way my son would have someone to play with. I made Fried Chicken,Baked Zitti Mix, Cornbread, and a ham. I was going to make a cake but, I was still tired while I was cooking so I decided to cut a few things out of my cooking plan. I felt very tired but, I tried to listen to some hot music that I like to hype me up. Music like Lil Kim, MC Lyte, Lil Wayne, Curtis Mayfield, Plies, Timbaland, and more. I love plies music ! His music is sexy, erotic, freaky, gangsta lover for the ladies, and all that! Anyways, the kids had fun for hours and was eating food,goodies,and candy.
My son was the oldest of the group and he is 7 yrs old. My homgirls 2 kids are boy(4yrs) and girl (3yrs). I enjoy having her kids around to play with my son because they are funny and keep you active. I tell my homegirl all the time that she is blessed. I know that her kids are her life and she loves them. However, with all the attention these kids need... I don't need to have any more kids to add to these critters. Her kids are soooo cute, especially the little girl.

What are you making for Christmas Dinner ???

2008-12-24T15:43:00.000-08:00

Well Christmas dinner is important to me because, I get to cook for the ones I love. I am used to cooking almost every night as far as dinner goes. These past few nights I have made:
Fried Pork chops,Yellow rice & corn, and biscuits.....
BBQ Turkey wings & potatoes, white rice, and biscuits......
Or.... Spaghetti sauce with meat and white rice, plus some cornbread or yellow cake on the side. So to me dinner has been great, but sometimes I feel that it is not too "exciting" for my boyfriend and my son. Well everyone seems to love my fresh baked yellow cake and my Baked Zitti Mix. My baked zitti mix keeps everyone coming back for more and they say its the best.
Well tomorrow for Christmas I am making a "not so big" dinner since I feel it might only be 3/4 people at my place including me. I will be making a Ham, yellow/white rice, cornbread, Fried Chicken, Yellow/white cake w/frosting, and some love. I just hope that my family and loved ones can appreciate the time I will be slaving over the stove for a good Christmas dinner.
I know that my son will be soooo excited to open his gifts. Even now he is very anxious and can't wait, so he is hopping all over like a jellybean. I know he will be happy that he has some new toys and things to keep him preoccupied. My gift to my boyfriend was a Blackberry Storm cellphone/device, which cost me $270 upfront ($50 rebate/$20taxes). He loves his blackberry and can't keep his hands off it !!! I am happy that he is happy. We had waited for the Blackberry Storm for about a week. I had wanted the T-mobile G1 phone for my gift but, I am not on good terms with T-mobile. Therefore I crossed the G1 off my list. So I started researching other Touchscreen cellphones and devices. I had about 2/3 favorite ones, which are: The Instinct by Sprint, then at&t's Eternity or the Tilt, and lastly the Palm Centro. I fianlly decided to go with Sprint because I heard their service is more affordable and reliable. I purchased my Sprint Palm Centro(green) online on 12/22 and recieved it on 12/23 !! DAAAANNGG!! That was fast!!
I was so happy and pleased that words can not express. I love the phone and it has everything I need, plus great quality. The phone only cost me about $200, plus I get a like a $100/$50 rebate. I think I got a great deal on just what suites my needs.

A note to all of my online friends, readers, or blogrollings.

2008-12-21T21:36:00.000-08:00

I have finally got my own domain name ! Now my url is : http://www.mslovely101.com .I got my domain name from yahoo. So please update your blogroll if we are linked to each other. Or if you want to exchange links just drop me a line by leaving a comment on my chat box. If anyone has some tips on how to increase my pagerank or how to keep my page rank on a new domain, drop me a line !

Christmas is getting very close and my holiday cheer is running a little short.

2008-12-21T19:06:00.001-08:00

Well I have been under a lot of stress but, I have been rolling with the punches. I have been stressed about bills,household expenses, Christmas gifts, and more. I know that my son will like the gifts I bought for him. I got him some coloring books and a Big Spiderman Activity Book with stickers. He wont be able to put them down because he loves spiderman and loves to color. I also got him some kind of spiderman explorer set that has binoculars. So I hope that he will have a great day on Christmas Day and be smiling all day. I want my son to have the best that I can give him because, I myself remember a few unfortunate Christmas days. Well my christams tree looks ok but could use more lights. I bought a new white tree this year instead of using the old green tree.
Lately my boyfriend has been helping me out a lot. He has been helping me financially because, I am making a big financial change. I hope that for the new year I will be more settled and more stable. I would love to have a bunch of fun for the new year but, I very much doubt it. I am still trying to get a new cell phone. T-m0bile and Verizon are a total no-no because of my poor credit. Well I have just ordered a Sprint cellphone which was good and I passed their credit check. I hope my order with sprint goes well and that I recieve my phone soon.

I recently got a new webcam and have been loving it. I bought a Logitech Webcam for about $40 or so. I have been delighted to take pics of myself when I am looking kinda cute with my hair fixed. I dont have a camera at all besides my new webcam so now I can finally take some great pics ! Now I have taken all kinds of pics of myself, my friends, my son, and my boyfriend. I even have a pic of my dog whose name is "Buddy". My dog is still a puppy and is not even a year old yet. "Buddy" is around 9/10 months old. I also got a new mouse for my laptop with a nice pink color. I have mostly been on my laptop lately because, my desktop had recently crashed causing me to lose a lot of programs. So now I have Photoshop CS2 on my desktop thanks to reinstalling but, I have lost so much. I lost programs like Dreamweaver, Winavi Suite, all updates, and more. However, I have installed Adobe Photoshop CS3 on my laptop so that is kinda cool.

Hot site that just made my life easier....downloadabuse.com

2008-12-20T07:53:00.000-08:00

This site lets you upload your files and lets you host them free. Downloadabuse.com is 100%free ! You don't have to pay anything. All I did was create an account and then start uploading my files for free. Downloadabuse.com also gives you a link to your file so that you can download it later or send the link to a friend to share your file with them.
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My Family Holiday Greeting Card.

2008-12-14T19:27:00.000-08:00

Do you like the greeting card that I made? It's me, my boyfriend, and my son. I also made a nice graphic picture of my boyfriend and I. Tell me what you think about it. I was trying to make it have a rippling water effect but, it didn't seem to work.Holidays can be stressful but, I know when I see my sons' face light up on Christmas Day it will all be worth it. I am also happy that I got my boo...my man...the Blackberry Storm as a gift. He loves it and can't keep his hands off it.

Here Is a pic I edited of me and my BFF with some "spinach".

2008-12-13T09:23:00.000-08:00

This is a pis of me and my BFF with my webcam. We are smoking in this pic so, this post is for mature audiences only !

Our BFF motto is .... "We All We Got !". Our significant others or boyfriends, are not understanding at all sometimes so we are lucky to have each other. Meaning just the Ladies....like Girls Night Out....like no guys allowed ! We are planning to be able to go out one night and have some drinks,dance,and shop around in "The Village". We also wanted to go to Atlantic City for a weekend to gamble,drink,walk the boardwalk, go on rides, walk on the beach, and more . Unfortunately we don't always get to put out plans to reality since we have a lot of other responsibilities. The stresses of our family life really keep us busy and then we don't have enough time for "us". Well at least we still have CHEECH and CHONG.

An Instant Message to My BFF from my heart.

2008-12-02T06:41:00.000-08:00

Here is an instant message convo that I was sending to my BFF. She has been going through a lot lately and is having a hard time. She has a lot of decisions to make and has to think about her 4 kids as well. I feel sorry for her relationship situations and how it ends up affecting the kids but, she has to stay strong . Most men do not appreciate having a good, hard working, loyal woman by their side. I have always believed that a man is not a man if he can't stand on his own two feet and needs a woman to survive. A man has to be a man and no one else can do it for him.

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MsLovely101: Well I would never want to say anything to hurt your feelings but I have to be honest. I think you are a wonderful person and a great mother to those kids and the kind of woman any man would love to have as his own. HE is a fool and the sad part is that he wont realize it until it is too late and there are no new words to be said. And what I mean by no new words to be said is ......sometimes you talk so much and that person is not really listening and you are saying everything that needs to be said and giving all the warnings.....but no one is listening/remembering/caring. then its like you just run out of things to say. You run out of ENERGY from argueing with this person all the time. ANYWAY I just hope that you can make the right decisions for YOU and YOUR KIDS, because ya'll come......

MsLovely101: ........first and not "HIM". "HE" is a man and should be standing on his own two feet. YOU ARE Not letting him be a MAN !!! He is not working sometimes and YOU ALWAYS GIVE HIM MONEY !! That is a NO NO!! you know this girl.....You are too smart to be taken for a fool...or at least that how I see you. You are being too nice towards him and he runs over you like you are his BITCH. Is that what you are settling for???? After you gave birth to his kids...the joy of his life.....HELL NO- - - YOU DESERVE BETTER!!!

MsLovely101: I am giving it to you 100%real and I hope you can respect that. I love you like my sister and if ANYTHING happened to you I would play some HOT GRIT BALL up in SETH LOW.

MsLovely101: These men try to intimidate you with their BIGNESS in SIZE but we are smarter than they are .

MsLovely101: You would be surprised how afraid a man can really get when you put your mind to it and start taking action and let him see that you are NOT THE BITCH TO FUCK WITH.

MsLovely101: You have to let him be a MAN and stand on his own2Feet....LEt him buy you stuff you want. Save your money. Let me buy yall weed and SAVE YOUR MONEY. LET him pay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I could never be with a man who is broke and needs all of my money...HELL NO. TO me HE IS NOT A REAL MAN !

MsLovely101: Does it ever occur to you that that is why you may not be attracted to him? BEcause he is not the way he used to be...he is not really independant, not really appreciateive, and not understanding sometimes.

MsLovely101: I know Im writing an essay to you but there is a lot that I feel about this and I am tired of seeing you hurt when you are such a hard worker and a great homemaker....YOU DESERVE MORE.......YOU DESERVE BETTER.......please tell yourself these words!! please......

MsLovely101: I would tell him..."I want more and I deserve more. I want better. "

MsLovely101: I expect more from "him" . I think that he is seriously falling on a downwards slope that he needs to stop right now and get his game right.

MsLovely101: "Girl" ....you are my bff and I dont want to see you get played. Play him dont let him play you, because he is playing you like a card.....playing you like a PIMP. Sorry to say. ONLY PIMPS live off of WOMEN and take womens money.

MsLovely101: Anyway, I just had to get this bit of honesty across to you and hope you hear me. I would never tell you anything wrong and I love you and I will always be here to help you BFF. Kepp your head up and dont stress about short-term bullshit....A low of good things are coming you way, just be wise and be patient.

Mind Nectar

2008-11-05T13:01:00.001-08:00

*This is a poem/skit that I wrote on 9-10-08.*

My mind was like a paradise.
Now it resembles a dry,cruel,desert.
In my "paradise", there were new adventures and new things to learn.
Now the paradise has gone dry...
All the water and life has spilled out.
Everytime he made me cry...
Everytime I try to love him...
My paradise goes dry, while he takes the last of the juicy mind nectar.

During my drought, I discovered that
there is STILL LIFE in a dry harsh desert.
A few friends of mine, share what is left;
of their happy fruits and flowers for the mind,
meant to touch the soul.
Now they don't have much to give but,
their smiles and determination...
Light my spirit...
Enflame my heart...
And help bring life to my dry "paradise".

The Kitty Monster

2008-11-05T07:28:00.000-08:00

Falling in love with a woman is so easy but, getting out of love with her is not. Especially when she's a "kitty monster". I was so head over heals for this woman that I couldn't think about anything else but her, when I was away from her. She was sensual, sexual, lusty, desirable, and much better than an unfaithful/unworthy man. I treasured every minute I was with her and saw how much better my life could be. Right now I hate that I am not with her. Instead of being with her and dealing with her small aggression problems, I am sitting at home being some unfaithful mans' personal idiot. It kills me how men think women are stupid unintelligent boobs who just fell off the "Idiotic Ship" and into the "Retarded Waters" . I want to call her so bad but the way she was acting towards me before just made me think twice. She is a nice girl and very affectionate but, I have not been with such a beauty in quite a while. I do think that maybe she deserves better then me and my inexperience. Obviously someone more qualified would be a better match for her. I think maybe she needs someone who will obey her every command. I tried to be obedient but, I will not be someone's dog. Well I guess some things are not meant to be. I will always miss her and have many regrets.

New HBO tv series "True Blood" has me hooked ! ! I Love it!

2008-09-23T19:17:00.000-07:00

I am so in love with the tv show "True Blood" because it shows a hot new drama that mixes vampires and romance.This series has enticed me and made me a faithful viewer in only 3 episodes. I am waiting for the day that I can see episode 4! This vampire romance is between the tow main characters, Sookie ( Anna Paquin) and Bill (Stephen Moyer) . Bill is a handsome mysterious vampire that falls for Sookie's sweet kindness and her innocent-like beauty.Sookie is a cute blond waitress that has the ability to read minds. Sookie is open-minded enough to be friendly to vampires, who are now able to "mix" with mortals after the invention of mass-produced synthetic blood, which is supposed to keep them from biting on mortals."True Blood," based on the series of fantasy/mystery novels by Charlaine Harris. "True Blood" takes place in the not so distant future when the undead have "come out of the coffin," complete with their own advocates making the talk show rounds and an equal-rights-amendment type bill that they're pushing in Congress.

Sookie and Bill get to know each other regardless of what other people or vampires might think. I love the gentleman that Bill is as well as his mysterious Mr.Romantic look. He reminds me of Richard Gere in his role that he played in "Pretty Woman", another one of my favorite movies. Sookie has reminded me what it was like to have a crush on a guy that you thinked liked you. For example if you remember the days you were in school and a boy wrote you a love note or started talking to you after class. I love the romance between Sookie and Bill because he treats her like a lady and know how to make his requests politely.

"True Blood" helps light this dim little fire that I call having a love life. I forgot the feeling of classic hot love with a mature getleman, kinda like the story of "Gone With The Wind" with Scarlet and Brett. Bill is so handsome and defiantely has the cute bad boy look. I would love for him to want to take a walk with me in that beautiful field and hold my hand. Bill definately seems like a great kisser !!! Lord it has been so long since I have really been kissed. I think romance I see on tv has been lost to my life.

Some Days are sadder than others...My heart feels like a leaky faucet.

2008-09-02T18:05:00.000-07:00

Well when I'm upset about something or someone (like my "significant other") I start jotting down how I feel. I write in my diary about whats going on and then I start with the list of whats on my heart. Its kinda like writing a list of everything that is making you cry at that specific point and time. This relationship that I am involved in is just getting worse and it is really taking a toll on my emotions. I'm trying to stay strong but, its hard when you have someone around you telling you that they are 100%perfect. No one is perfect, meaning that everyone makes mistakes. He told me that he is perfect and does not make any mistakes when he is speaking his mind or "telling his side of things". I am so sick and tired of the constant circle of problems. Anyway, let me tell you my list about "him". . . .

~~~The Horny Selfish Childish Pain~~~

He makes me feel so sad and depressed.
He causes more problems than he fixes.
He cares about his own feelings more than anyone's.
He doesn't car how I feel, yet he thinks I'm ...selfish~Self Absorbed~Unfair~Idiotic.
He constantly reminds me of how smart he is.
He tells me that I always switch things upside down.
He doesn't care if he makes me cry.
He wasn't even considerate enough to call me today. I called him a few times today.
He is ready to leave and spend the night somewhere else.
He never wants to understand my point of view.
He never wants to apologize. He is so immature.
He acts like a child that gets upset when he cant get what he wants. I don't need the stress.
I dont need the same B.S. over and over.
A real man knows when to apologize.
I always get myself involved with immature men, who end up making my life miserable.
I wish I had never met him.
All I do is cry and be sad because, of his stupid a$$.
I don't need a boy.
I hope he leaves tomorrow. Then I don't have to cry anymore.

Great shopping online with ShopWiki !

2008-08-22T17:17:00.000-07:00

ShopWiki is a great shopping site that lets you search for any product you want and lets you see which sites they are available on . You can search for all kinds of products, from shoes & accessories, to automotive, babies, books, movies,collectibles, electronics,software, toys, weddings, and more ! On this site you can search for any and everything you might need or want. This site is easy to use and lets you view information on the product you are planning to buy. You can price your product in different models,styles, and price ranges. Shopwiki will show you the price of the products and the price for shipping from each store! For example, if you are shopping for a washer/dryer and wanted to see how many different sites that product is available on, Shopwiki shows you the number of sites that have your product. Fantastic !
Shopwiki is very resourceful because it actively seeks out every store on the internet, similar to how Google finds every web site, by crawling the web. Most shopping sites will only show you stores that have paid for placement, while ShopWiki will give a shopper everything ! I was looking to see what kinds of sneakers they have and saw some cute kids sneakers for $17. They have a nice Disney Cars design and they are available at at least 9 different stores. Shopwiki gives you the option to "see all stores" and then shows you the different price ranges with shipping cost and availability. Online consumers can also take a look at the store reviews, product features, or click a link going directly to the site.

Classic Soul Train Videos that will take you way back~ ~

2008-08-21T13:10:00.000-07:00

"Walking in the rain with the one I love" By Love Unlimited.

MFSB feat. The Three Degrees ( The Sound Of Philadelphia ) The Soul Train 25TH Anniversary

There are some Good Times And some Bad Times....

2008-08-20T07:47:00.000-07:00

Well lately my life has been up and down. I started to feel like my life was resembling this quote: "Out of the frying pan and into the fire". However, things are not too bad as far as my financial and social life go. I still haven't had a minute to go and visit my BFF and her new apartment, but she has found a minute to stop and see me. I really appreciate her coming by to see me and chill with me. It's nice to know that she still cares in some way about me or/and out friendship. I feel bad for her because of all the emotional and mental stress that her family is putting her through. I know that she is a good person and deserves a piece of mind, but sometimes "we create our own problems". She is a very busy person and tried her best but I do not feel that she is managing her money correctly, since she becomes broke on a regular basis. Her monthly income is about $1200, which is way more than I see at ant point and time. I wish I had even half that to work with every month because, it would be a blessing and I would make it work for me. How do you blow that much money in a month or less? Not to say that she wasn't thinking about giving me any, but she talked a good one about how she was going to share a little with me to "return the favor". However, more than 2 months have passed and she hasn't given me a dime. All she has done is ask me for money and told me that she is broke. When I have some money I give her 20 here or 40 there, to help her out when she has nothing. Plus I share my Food Stamps with her which is around 130-150, when she has no food in her house. Her boyfriend isn't working right now so her income is all that there is. I totally understand the pressure that she is under considering she has 4kids. I just think that if she saved more of her money on a regular basis, that she wouldn't have to ask for money or even have any money problems period.
Anyway, I have been trying to save my money up for upcoming bills, school supplies, and household expenses. Hopefully, this weekend will bring me some extra money to work with.
I am worried about my......"significant other" ~aka~ "my boyfriend"......he went to court today and I know he was very nervous last night. He has a public defender, who at first was not very helpful at all by telling him to "cop-out" and offering no other advice. He and I had to do our own research and look up a few legal terms, laws, and other related items. We also looked up some information about his charges on a site called " WebCrims ". I am just hoping for the best because he is a good person but, people make mistakes and no one is perfect. He has not done anything violent so, I believe that they should let him go and close the case. I don't know how else I can help and I feel helpless like there is nothing I can do. I'm not a lawyer and I am not too familiar with the laws in NYC. I have just been praying that god stays on his side and protects him because 7years is a lot to take away from someone who has not committed a violent crime and is otherwise innocent. I really love/care for him and can't think of my life without him.

Money, Success, Social downfall, love's tears, and life changes.

2008-08-08T14:39:00.000-07:00

Well it can be pretty hard to stay focused and encouraged to get your goals done. especially when you have no real support and have others frowning their nose at you when they feel like it. I try to stay positive as a person but, sometimes its hard and I get discouraged. Things have improved for me lately due to my hard work and persistence. However, my social life with my friends has come to a surprising halt , that has me wondering if they were truly my friends at all. I don't know if some of you may have notice a point in your life where you have had to try to give it your all and was doing well for yourself, but with much sacrifice to your social life. I am tired of going by year after year not being able to bring my goal to reality. I'm tired of feeling like a hermit walking around with a "reality bites" shirt and some "flip-flops". When I was a young girl, I had so much going on with me and yet I was learning so much. I had dreams that were way above my head. I even had thought of being a famous activist /speaker, like Martin Luther King.
*I wanted to write my own book.
*I wanted to be a Veterinarian.
*I wanted to have my own business or be an entrepreneur.
*Lastly I wanted to be a famous model on the cover of KING.
Now, since my life has become way more realistic and I'm a W.A.H.M , I cant see these dreams becoming reality. Now, my goals are more realistic and more family oriented because I have a son. I would like to have a very successful online business that brings a variety of quality products to many online shopping consumers. I believe that everyone has a talent that brings light to and area that may be dim otherwise. I know I have a few talents ad I try to learn more and perfect them but, time is not really on my side. Anyways, I have been at home more often now, trying to finish up my personal project to make my apartment more like a home. So far I have done the small things but I still have to decorate and furnish my living room. I enjoy my kitchen being simple and have no adjustments to make besides buying more cooking tools(i.e: a cake pan). The one thing that I really want for my apartment is a washer-dryer combo. I have priced them in different places like sears,Best Buy,Target, and Home Depot. The basic price range for this time is from $899.99- $950.00. I like to save money but still get what I want to I don't want to pay over $1000. My living room will have a simple taste to start with, so my sofa and love seat will cost about $500(with out the coffee table). I also have to buy a medium sized entertainment center to fit this simple small living room. I also want some hardwood design adhesive tiles. I was thinking carpet, but I guess I wasn't thinking when I thought of that because, carpet and kids don't mix. Any other design ideas are welcomed, since I am with out a second female opinion on this design home decor thing.

Looking for some of the newest Sneakers like Jordans or Gucci?

2008-07-29T17:12:00.000-07:00

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Pam Grier is like Soul Sista #1 and is featured in many Blaxploitation movies!

2008-07-24T16:39:00.000-07:00

I love all of Pam Grier Movies and have been downloading more of them lately. Blaxploitation movies are hard to get if you are looking in places like Blockbuster or your regular DVD rental. I went int o Blockbuster recently and they said they don't have the old school movies anymore but, that I could buy them online if I register. I was disappointed that day but not distracted from my goal. I wanted quite a few Blaxploitation movies but couldn't find them anywhere for free or even cheap. Well I have been torrent searching and have found quite a few and a whole list for that matter, from a person who is sharing their Blaxploitaion Collection. Yes.....finally success. It is a shame that they don't show some of these classic great movies on tv anymore. People like Pam Grier and Fred Williamson are some legends that quite a few people are left in the dark about. There are a lot of good things to be found and downloaded in torrents that sometimes can't be found anywhere else. As always, I am careful and the outcome from being patient while its downloading is great quality movies or data that you can burn to dvd. Want to try it yourself? Well here is a torrent link that I myself have already downloaded and uploaded for the movie "COFFY (1973)". http://torrents.sumotorrent.com/download/583892/2007-09-18/Coffy-1973.torrent
Note: you must have a torrent client suck as utorrent to download any torrents

My Top 20 Favorite Movies from the 1980's. Good Stuff !!

2008-07-14T14:05:00.000-07:00

1.The Goonies (1985)
2. The Great Outdoors (1988)
3.Uncle Buck (1989)
4.E.T. (1982)
5.The Blue Lagoon (1980)
6.The COlor Purple (1985)
7.Flowers In The Attic (1987)
8.The Shining (1980)
9.A Christmas Story (1983)
10.The Terminator (1984)
11.Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)
12.Aliens (1986)
13.Ghostbusters (1984)
14.Three Men and A Baby (1987)
15.Coming to America (1988)
16.Twins (1988)
17.Honey, I Shrunk the Kids (1989)
18.Fatal Attraction (1987)
19.Gremlins (1984)
20.The Empire Strikes Back (1980)

Stress Stress and more Stress.What to do when you feel like your mind is in a ball of confusion?

2008-07-05T14:12:00.000-07:00

I feel so confused and unsettled because every time there is a problem and I solve it....here goes another shitty problem. I have seen and experienced the effects of stress on your body. The effects of all this stress and no solutions unless I make one are overwhelming. What to do? Everyone has the stress of bills and rent or what have you but, what about the little things that are valued more than money. I am trying to find more time and great places for my son and I to go, but I keep running into a milestone every time. What to do? Every plan I make gets shot down and then I feel like I can't seem to do anything right. Everyone can agree that money is not easy to come by. I work hard for my money but, I don't see it going into the things I want it to go in. I have bills,rent,clothing expenses, food, and the most I really do for myself is get my hair done. I don't get to get new outfits,or anything like that. The most I do is get my hair done so I won't look like some wild Yettie. I want more outfits and clothing so I can look fly. I definitely want more clothing for my son because, boys play-run-fall and get dirty so he needs all he can get. Today I wanted to go to Coney Island but, those plans are shot. My son is at my mom's house even though she yelled the hell out of me yesterday for something that was not my fault. My mom yelled at me because my brother got jumped and robbed while he was on his way to my house. I didn't find out about this until after my brother came and left with my son. My brother came to pick up my son and he didn't tell me that anything was wrong. He looked fine to me so I assumed everything was ok. He took my son to his aunts' house where he called the cops from there. I got a call from my mother like a few minutes after they left my house, which is how I found out about the robbery. It was 3 teenage boys who took his gold watch that my mother gave him. At first I thought he got robbed while he was with my son so, I was then in the process of losing my mind. I felt so sad and upset that this had happened to him. Mu mother had me upset also because she didn't even know he had left the house. My mother was screaming at me over the phone saying that I should call her and let her know instead of just confiding in my brother. She really made me feel that it was my fault, like it was my carelessness that caused this incident. I understand that she was upset but so was I at that point because I thought my son was with him! My son is 7 years old and will be in 2nd grade when school comes in September. Anyway, yesterday was very crazy as you can see but, I had high hopes for today. Its almost 6pm and I'm home online....with my "boyfriend/significant other". I also missed a few opportunities for some quick cash today because I was waiting for my mother to come back with my son. I am upset because that is money that could have been in my pocket. I want to be anywhere except stuck in the damn house another boring weekend. My family doesn't barbecue anymore and they always go on a "family" vacation/trip without me. Yes, I feel left out but I guess the only person I have to depend on is me. I currently feel sad,depressed, broken hearted, alone, overwhelmed, stressed, stuck, and outcast. My boyfriend is here with me but he seems more quiet and self absorbed than even focusing on my problems or issues. I have everything on my mind and all the weight on my shoulders......this is how I feel. Sometimes I wish I had the white house and picket fence even if it was just me and my son without the perfect husband/father. Now that I am older and have more understanding, I see that the dream of a white house on "free land" is nothing but a dream. I can not see this dream ever coming true for me. I believe I will be in my grave before I even get close. The things in your life can wash away your faith,religion, and all your love but it can't ever wash away the hurt/pain.

Today I feel so upset and feel like I need to let my heart breath....

2008-06-17T12:47:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt so upset that you don't know what to do? Right now I feel so angry and sad that,my heart feel like it has a 3 ton weight over it.One problem after another.One stupid problem after another.I try to resolve most of my problems without any further damage being done.My so-called love partner and I had an argument about masturbation.I don't think anything is wrong with masturbation. A woman should be free to masturbate any time she feels and the same goes for a man.I never thought someone would get so upset over someone else masturbating in privacy.I don't need anyone's shit about masturbating being ethically wrong or any of that stuff.He got upset over my masturbating because he said that it made him feel inadequate or less of a man. I was upset about having my privacy invaded and having my feelings hurt,crushed,and throw to the side.I would never get mad at my partner masturbating because, if he is not hurting me or bothering me... then it's all good.Unfortunately, in my life I get no understanding and it kills me and I'm so tired of the bullsh*t. Like people say..."New day,Same Sh*t".All I want it to chill,handle my business,and just live.I am a cool,laid back,down to earth person that hates drama.Selfish,immature,proud-azz, dumb-azz,f--ing people!!My heart is hurting so bad I want to cry. Well I have already cried once today so, another time still wont help anything.I feel like no one hears anything that I say, like my words have no impact on my life or the life of others. All I try to do is stay positive,offer some positive words to friends and loved ones, so all I try to do is help. No few words can explain how I feel inside. I feel: hurt, betrayed, sad, misunderstood, heartbroken, trapped, hopeless, depressed,emotionally drained,ignored,and just tired of drama.Then I think to myself that I will be cheered up by my son picking him up from school but, no just more BS. He was misbehaving in school and not listening to his teacher, again.This bad behavior has been happening more and more often and the more I talk to him, help him with homework,and help him understand that school is important....the more I get kicked in my azz. That is why I took the liberty of giving him a good azz-kicking. Im fed up with all this bull in my life. Never can I stay happy because, everyone....including my son is just against me and makes life difficult for me. Life is not meant to be easy of course, but if only the strong survie then..Im surprised I have lasted this long. I dont see myself as a strong person or as invicible to pain because, Im not some superwoman. Im just human. I feel like people are spitting on my grave while Im burried alive or some crap. Then after my "partner" realizes he may have been wrong and has ruined our plans for today....he offers to buy me some blank cd's/dvd's. That is all I get for his unkind workds to me. Its like someone offering you a piece of gum after they stomped on your lunch. What do you do when you feel like you are on the end of your rope????

Here are some BFF custom graphic icons that I created. You Like??

2008-06-16T10:33:00.000-07:00

Hey, tell me what you think of these BFF icons that I made.You can see more of my creation or graphics at www.LOWKEYGRAPHICS.com

What do you think about these sketches that my BFF drew?

2008-06-13T09:56:00.000-07:00

My BFF has a lot of talent and sketching is just one of them. She is also a wonderful hair stylist, cause she does most of my hot styles. So when people ask where did you get your hair done at? I tell them at "Steph's Salon". Her art and skill is amazing to me. I think she could do great in a art or design college but, she is in the same boat as I am...being a struggling mommy.You can see or hear more from her on my space at : www.myspace.com/ismokeweedbklyn

Hot & crazy Video Im watching lately with "The Gheto Boys".

2008-06-05T07:23:00.000-07:00

This is a hot video and I love the beat.Those of you who may be sensitive to certain lyrics may want to skip by this, because it's not for the weak minded.Meaning if you don't like it, I still do and I get bent off this song.Old school is the best school...yes! This whole beat and the lyrics, if you listen closely are crazy and will have you like: "Daaamn" or "word". Yup, this video is the Suger Honey Ice Tea.

Is my "BFF" Friendship In peril or am I over-reacting??

2008-05-30T05:23:00.000-07:00

Weekends are of course supposed to be fun and at least relaxing but, I don't think I will be able to do either. My best friend, my "ace-boon-coon", was planning to take my son and I to the ESPN zone. However, these past few days have not been like peaches and cream. Basically, my "ace-boon-coon" was having problems with her man/kids father, to a point where she was just totally stressed out. I offered her a little cool off time to chill with me that day and enjoy some "SPINACH" with me. She was supposed to come by my place and I waited a few hours for her. I realized she wasn't going to come over when I called her mom looking for her. Her mother, the "Cat lady", said that she was upstairs at another friends' house. I continued to try to call her back like an hour or so later, but still no luck reaching her. I was slightly disappointed that she didn't come through to taste some of the delightful "SPINACH" that I had. However, I totally understand that she is going through some problems at home and feels trapped and stressed out. She has 3 kids at home and she currently stays with her mother and her kids father. She gets stressed from the kids always calling for "mommy" and kids father, who is over protective and more. As her best friend, she tell me a lot and confides in me at times so, my personal opinion of her kids father is that he is selfish and stingy. He is selfish because he gets mad that she has a best friend and he doesn't, which is what she told me. Then he is stingy because, he doesn't want to share her with anybody and also is stingy with other item$. Well I try to help her as much as possible, like when she needs money,food, or just to talk to someone. My heart was aching for her these last few days because of all the stress that she was in. She says she feels like running away and never coming back. I know how it is to have a man that doesn't really help you clean and leaves a lot of work for you to do. For the most part, I do feel that he loves her in some way and needs her in his life. However, I believe all the ladies can relate to me when I say that "Men don't realize how much they need us until we are gone". Well I personally have started to feel like my "ace-boon-coon" is avoiding me and I feel a little hurt and don't really understand. I feel like saying..."What did I do wrong?" . Well I feel like I should give her some space and some time to settle her issues. This is why my plans with her might be canceled today. So sad....anyone have some thoughts or advice? I would like to hear it.

A poem that I wrote for the poetry.com contest. . . . and a hot video!

2008-05-27T19:04:00.000-07:00

I really appreciate all those who read my blog and share their views. My previous post regarding a page from my diary was very popular and obviously interesting so, here is something else I want to share. My diary mostly expresses how I feel and other crazy drama in my life. I especially appreciate all the responses to the question that I'm sure we all ask ourselves at times, which is: Am I crazy? Is it just me or is something not right. Relationships can have you so confused and mixed up, that you don't know your A*hole from you elbow. Very true that phrase : "A fool in love"....I remain a fool in love right now with my current sweetheart...Rob. Here is a video of a recent show he did and it shows reggae artist Cutty Ranks at the end.I really love this song he did and really related to it and I'm sure some of you will too.

This is a page from my diary dated October 12,2005. I had wrote a poem for the poetry.com contest. At the time I was involved with my ex-boyfriend(honda)from 3years ago.The poetry I think is nice although I am not a poet. What do you think of it?

Everyday I cry, while life passes me by.
When he knocks on my door, its always a new lie.
Still I always show him open arms.
Then later he shows me nothing but harm.
* *
He says he loves me but, all he shows me is that he owns me.
He is my world and I treat him like a king.
He calls it, "making me feel good", but all I feel are hurtful things.
* *
Tomorrow I will not cry.
I will embrace a new life, a new day.
A new day without him in my way.

Rainy Days make you feel relaxed but I start to think about my past....

2008-05-27T06:44:00.000-07:00

This is just a little draft post that I was doing but, never got the chance to complete it.

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Well yesterday was Memorial Day and I felt bored as hell. I wish I could have done more but, I have no doubts that there were a lot of crazy people acting up everywhere. Well I was hoping to be one of those weird drunk acting people but, unfortunately I didn't get any liquor. I kept thinking that I had time to wait to get the liquor later because, I didn't want to drink alone (trying to wait on others). Anyway, I got to do like Snoop Dogg and . . . "Smoke the green like Spinach, and I'm strong to the finish! " . I was very happy that my best friend came by to see me yesterday for a minute....she had zero "spinach". Now after my friends visit and my generosity, I was left with zero "spinach". Ironic huh?

Are you beautiful or a model type? If so, try winning 10.000 USD.

2008-05-26T14:31:00.000-07:00

Have you ever submitted your picture to a modeling site or to a contest to win a prize?
If so, then you should try submitting your best picture to http://www.lookoftheyear.com.
Look of the year.com is looking for people from all over to submit their best picture so use this chance to win cash or be the next model working in Paris, New York or Milan. I know there are a lot of women/men modeling and advertising on different sites like myspace , so try this for a shot at winning some cash or work with a huge modeling company. Dont waste another minute, submit your flawless super hot pictures to http://www.lookoftheyear.com.

Hey ! Want to watch some of the newest movies that are out in theaters now? For Free??

2008-05-25T19:21:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine told me about this site called www.OvGuide.com , which lists various sites where you can view free videos, movies, games, and more. So far I have been checking this site often for free movies and have seen movies like: "Indiana Jones and The Crystal Skull", "The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian", "Harold & Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay", and more! My favorite site to watch the free movies from ....while going through OVGUIDE is www.movies-on-demand.tv . I think this is a great way to see new movies besides downloading them from torrents which take up much time. This way all you have to do is butter up your popcorn this weekend and then click play!

I have been happy for a short while lately but, why does it take one stupid person to come along and ruin your happiness?

2008-05-18T17:43:00.000-07:00

Did you ever wonder why it takes one stupid immature person to come along and block your sunshine?I go through a lot of drama and it is hard being a single mom.I try my best though and try to also stay motivated.My best friend helps me stay motivated and gives me encouraging words that keeps me focused on my goal.There are times though when I have felt the lowest of low and had a million thoughts in my head.There were times when my heart was a broken trash heap...I have a piece of my diary that I want to share with you.This was meant to go in my diary but my heart and head was so full of chaos that I jotted it down on a random paper.

Here it begins:

Dated:06/19/07
I get no understanding.
Is it that I'm not listening?
I try to listen and give a response.
I try to be understanding but,
He tells me I don't understand.WoW.
Sh*t is so upside down and now...
I'm in tears....
I am wrong in all aspects of the word.I'm wrong for spending too much money, and making my bank account low.He says he is giving me advice but I felt he was criticizing me.He said he wasn't criticizing me. Then we were just arguing. I just dint understand, I try my best to save money but,to him I just spend a fortune.I feel that he makes me sound eternally wrong.I try-try-try and then ALWAYS FAIL.
He makes me hate trying.No one's on my side.Why is he always against me??
I-D-Clare-War ALREADY!! :(
I told him sorry several times. I guess he doesn't accept my apology.
He says there's nothing to apologize for.I hate my life. I guess this is why God wants to take me off this earth.Who loves me- no one.I try to love my self but sh*t- I guess I just fail at that too. I just need someone to listen. I wish my Best friend was here.Today is just another good day gone bad.
Anyway, my eyes are crying for all the tears I had cried. Now my eyes feel dried out and irritated. I'm seriously thinking about going back to my old hustle. At least then I know what my budget would be.Then Rob wouldn't be mad about the money issue.Why do people hate me?I try to be understanding...what am I doing wrong? I guess I will be wrong forever, because I can never be right.The only thing I want is understanding,patience, and a listening ear.....
Where do I get these things??
My soul is so exhausted and so is my mind.
What to do???

Reading over what I wrote in this diary insert...I feel now that I have a better mind frame and a better feeling of independence. I feel now like there are still problems in life but I would rather let go of a losing battle and fight for myself instead of a relationship that is doomed to be dead anyway.

I have missed my blogging but my diary has definately been full of much ranting and raving.

2008-05-15T06:27:00.000-07:00

Well I know I haven't been posting in my blog for a little while, but much has been going on.I have been going through a lot of changes and weird events.I have also been watching the news and the drama on tv is totally ridiculous.Anyways...now back to my life...I have finally started my path towards getting into college.I am so happy that I am finally getting some assistance and I hope I can keep up with all the changes as they come.I am still considering which college I want to go to. I want to go to a college in brooklyn like: BMCC,L.I.U,CUNY Brooklyn COllege,*Baruch College,Kingsborough Community college,only in brooklyn. I have mostly been considering going to bmcc because I have heard many good things abut this school. They offer these following majors that I am interested in:
* Intermedia/Multimedia
* Computer Programming/Programmer, General
* Computer Science

My fvaorite music video I am watching now. . . Rick Ross ..

2008-03-14T10:14:00.000-07:00

Not realy over him but still gotta move on......moving on with him as a friend.....

2008-03-14T09:25:00.000-07:00

Being single is hard sometimes but it is also refreshing and freeing. I am not crying all night anymore and I am trying to be happy. I still felt a little heartbroken and sad but, we both decided that is was not working. Since those crazy turn of events we have been trying to be friends and improve on our friendship. I didn't think that trying to be friends with your ex could be so hard, even with us having so much in common. I am trying not to push or rush our friendship into anything but a friendship....maybe with benefits is a sista is lonely. I still remember all his hurtful words and comments. I can forgive but I can't forget. He still thinks I am the only one at fault for all our issues. He likes to put all the blame on me while I take responsibility for everything.Well I say hell no, he should be man enough to admit he is wrong. Now that we are just friends, he has admitted that he might have overreacted. So now just chill and have some harmless sometimes kinky conversations. I think that our "close" friendship will not last long with many feelings and other things getting in the way. He told me that he still loves me and still has feelings for me, but I doubt tht he is "in love" with me. Well being single is still less heartbreaking than having your heart torn apart.

Get Over Him: Ways To Get Over A Guy.....

2008-02-05T07:07:00.001-08:00

Well every situation is different but that doesn’t dull the heartache of the individual, most likely the female, who suffers the most heartache. Sometime you can love someone so much it seems like you love them more than you love yourself, because you gave this guy your heart. In most cases, 50% of guys are young and not ready for a long term relationship so your are just getting played by a little male penis.Then 30% of the time the guy loves you but cant stop sharing his penis like he is trying to promote world peace.Then 20% of the time you find a nice guy who is faithful but, has the attitude of a moody female on that time of the month…...but you still love him to death. right now I am a total fool in love but I have know many heartache, so here are a few tips on how to get over it.

1.Go out with your homegirls and dance with some cute guy.
2.Have a drink and/or a smoke.
3.Stay busy at work or otherwise preoccupied.
4.Have some wild steamy NSA $e*.

See more progress on: get over him

Some cool marijuana pics I found online. . . .

2008-01-24T07:08:00.000-08:00

Well lately I have been fascinated with Cheech and Chong movies.They are so funny and I love watching their movies.So far I have downloaded: Cheech and Chong's:Still Smoking, Cheech and Chong's:Up in Smoke, and Cheech and Chong's:Next Movie. So I was inspired today to post some weed pictures on here that are funny as well. First here is a pic of Cheech and Chong for those of you who don't know.

Food Cures or Food remedies?

2008-01-10T06:53:00.000-08:00

Well the way I have been feeling lately has been miserable and just annoying. I have been congested,crampy,achy,sneezy,soar throat,and more.I think some food remedies are worth a try.I have been drinking Peppermint tea a lot lately which was helping but now it just soothes my throat a little.So here are a few I found while searching online, hope you find them useful.

Menstrual Cramps

Try: Flaxseed
Prostaglandin production is also a large factor in monthly cramps. "As the prostaglandins are released into the tissue, the uterus reacts by going into spasms," explains Dr. Lark, author of Menstrual Cramps: Self-Help Book (Celestial Arts, 2003). Studies show that flaxseed can inhibit the release of certain prostaglandins in the same way that fish does; both work by providing omega-3's.

How much? Have one to two teaspoons of ground flaxseed daily. Try sprinkling it over cereal or salad, or stir it into a smoothie.

Avoid: Red meat and dairy products. These foods contain arachadonic acids, which instigate the production of cramp-causing prostaglandins. - - - - Source: FitnessMagazine.com - - - -

Joint Pain

Try: Berries
Vitamin C -- which is abundant in strawberries, blueberries, and raspberries -- may help slow wear and tear on your joints. A study from Boston University Medical Center shows that arthritis sufferers who had the highest vitamin C intake were three times less likely to strain or injure their joints than those whose intake was lowest. The vitamin's antioxidant activity may keep free radicals from wreaking havoc. Plus, vitamin C plays an essential role in the formation of collagen, a key component of cartilage and bone.

How much? Try to get 120 milligrams daily, which can be provided by two oranges. Other C-rich foods: cantaloupe and broccoli.

Avoid: No foods have been shown to trigger joint pain. - - Source: FitnessMagazine.com- -

Constipation

Try: Apples, pears
Fiber-rich foods like these help the digestive tract function regularly. Produce that has a high water content (such as pears, melons, tomatoes, and grapes) can also help keep things moving.

How much? Aim for 20 to 35 grams of fiber daily, which can be met by eating five servings of high-fiber fruits and vegetables. Increase your intake slowly, by just four to five grams per day, or you may experience stomach discomfort, says Dr. Yoshida. Also, be sure to drink at least two additional glasses of water every day, which will help push the fiber through the digestive tract.

Avoid: Processed foods like frozen meals, high-fat meats, and coffee (limit yourself to two cups daily). And don't skip meals: Eating at regular intervals ensures that your gastrocolic reflex is stimulated, which keeps you regular. - - Source: FitnessMagazine.com- -

Infertility, Female

While there are many causes of infertility, maintaining normal body weight is extremely important if you are trying to conceive.If you are trying to get pregnant you should make every effort to eat a balanced diet, and try to consume foods that contain folate, vitamin C, vitamin E, selenium, zinc, iron, vitamin B12, and beta-carotene.

Although you may be consuming foods that are high in folate, it is still important to consult with your physician to make sure that you are receiving adequate amounts of this important B vitamin.

All women of childbearing age should be receiving 400 micrograms of folate a day to prevent the development of neural tube defects. Flaxseed oil may also be helpful for infertility problems. - - - Source: NutriCraze.com- - -

Cold Sores
Immune-enhancing nutrients are important tools for battling cold sores. Beta-carotene, vitamin C, flavonoids, zinc, and selenium are vital nutrients for managing cold sores. Because of their lignan content, ground flaxseeds, soybeans, and legumes may also be protective against cold sores.

What You Should Eat & Why:
1.~ ~flavonoids~ ~
Flavonoids work with Vitamin C to protect against cold sores by eliminating naturally occurring free radicals and by boosting the immune system.

Leading Food Sources of flavonoids:Barley, Turkey, Crab, Oysters, Beef, Lamb, Wheat, Chicken, Broccoli, Carrots, Blueberries, Grapefruit, white, Apples, Oranges, Chocolate, Pomegranates, Limes, Soybeans, Lemons, Tomatoes, Onions

2.~ ~Lysine~ ~
Over the long-term, lysine may help prevent new cold sores.
Leading Food Sources of lysine:Chicken, Turkey, Cheese, fresh, Soy products, Soybeans, Eggs, Milk, Fish, lean, Beef, Potatoes

3.~~Vitamin C ~~
Leading Food Sources of vitamin C:Cabbage, red, Strawberries, Potatoes, Oranges, Tangerines & other mandarins, Peppers, bell, red, Kiwi fruit

4. ~~Zinc~~
Clinical studies suggest that zinc is effective against cold sores.
Leading Food Sources of zinc: Barley, Turkey, Crab, Oysters, Beef, Lamb, Wheat, Chicken

- - - Source: NutriCraze.com- - -

Dont Be a Menace movie is funny...look at the Smoking Grandma.

2008-01-06T15:13:00.000-08:00

Feeling totally drained and depressed. Another drama filled holiday. ...

2007-12-29T09:48:00.000-08:00

Well today I am feeling tense and my muscles are achey. Does stress cause this? If so then that is obviously a big issue for me. My boyfriend and I broke up 2 days before Christmas which got me very sad, but I didn't let it kill my holiday spirit. I am still a little upset from all the drama that he has caused me and the way he tried to Grinch my son and I. Yes ladies, he turned into a Grinch and tried to take all of my sons' gifts and every item that he ever paid for! Unbelievable right?! I would never have done this to anyone let alone anyone's child, a few days before Christmas. Anyway, he didn't take the toys or anything, and I called the cops asap. Of course some think I was wrong but, this was after I had tried to talk and reason with him. He didn't want to reason or talk, he just wanted to be evil at this point and then started getting verbally aggressive. Well anyway, I was very sad,upset,and worried, but he did not get arrested because he left before the police came. My intention was not to get him arrested, I just wanted him out of my house and wanted my key back. I had already let him have all his clothing earlier, so he was wrong for keeping my key. Anyways, I still made Christmas dinner on Sunday and was still nice enough to invite him but he refused and said he didn't want to talk to me anymore. From this point on I told him he didn't have to worry about me contacting him ever again. However when Christmas came he tried to get in with his key and found slide bolt surprise. On Christmas night my son was at his fathers house and I was home alone until a special stranger came by.This special stranger and I had a few beers and just had good conversation and music that made me feel a very happy. Well I was left high and dry basically by my "ex-boyfriend" but, When there's a will there's a way . I got some money from my friends and family and this eased my mind for a minute. On the inside the pain of how he did me or how he tried to do me was eating away at me. I am a nice person but, its things like this that turn people for the worse.
I already see on the news all the people dying,being killed, children being hurt, and more drama.
I just keep saying to myself, I can't believe all this is going on on Christmas or around Christmas time. So much drama....and not enough love....God knows it also broke my heart to see a dead dog near a heap of trash...like someone just killed him or he died but was thrown away like trash. I am an animal lover, but how can you try to love them if there are so many mistreating them, hating them, and fearing them. I cant tell you how many times it has broken my heart to see the mistreatment of pit bull dogs in Brooklyn. What does the ASPCA do??? What can they do to prevent or stop the mistreatment....all I have seen them do is kill more dogs through euthanasia than anything else.
Anyway, I offered my hand in friendship to my ex even after he turned it down before. Now we are supposed to be friends, and I'm kinda glad because I don't need any enemies. I told him I wouldn't mind being his friend and that I still care for him, but I don't want a relationship anymore. For the New Year I just want to be single and free and at ease.However the night we made this friendship, it was turned into a "friends-with-benefits" deal. However, this deal is very monogamous because he doesn't want anyone else to touch me. Therefore, because of this deal, I am also getting something in return, but if he fails on his part of the deal then our status will be "just friends".
I have also found out that there are other females and ladies going through similar problems around the holidays. ******
(Example: My homegirl who's baby father told her he didn't want his kids. They broke up and are supposed to be friends now. I can't believe that he would ruin her Christmas like that and his kids. His intentions were selfish and wrong. However, he is still a father and she does not want to take that away from him).
Are there any other ladies going through similar problems on the count of men or a man situation??

Baked Macaroni and cheese Recipe...and Collard Greens recipe!

2007-12-17T11:10:00.000-08:00

Baked Macaroni and Cheese**

2 tbsp cornstarch
1 tsp salt
1/2 tsp dry mustard (optional)
1/4 tsp pepper
2-1/2 cups milk
2 tbsp butter
2 cups (8 oz) shredded American or Cheddar cheese, divided
8 oz Mueller's Elbows (about 2 cups), cooked 5 minutes and drained

In medium saucepan combine corn starch, salt, dry mustard and pepper; stir in milk. Add margarine. Stirring constantly, bring to a boil over medium-high heat and boil 1 minute. Remove from heat. Stir in 1-3/4 cups (425 ml) cheese until melted. Add elbows. Pour into greased 2-quart casserole. Sprinkle with reserved cheese. Bake uncovered in 375 degree oven 25 minutes or until lightly browned. This can be prepared ahead of time and kept refrigerated until you are ready to bake. Add 5-7 minutes to the cooking time if cold.

Source: Mueller's elbow macaroni box; Menu's For moms.

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Awesome Collard Greens Recipe

Collard greens are a very nutritious and inexpensive treat. When I was growing up, my grandmother would buy about 50 cents worth of collard seeds and this would grow enough collard greens to feed us for the entire year. That 50 cents worth of seeds would produce hundreds of collard plants in our North Carolina backyard garden.

Ingredients:

2 - 3 medium smoked ham hocks or 2 pounds smoked pork neck bones

5 pounds of collards or several large bunches (If you can't get them fresh, frozen will do.

2 teaspoon of salt

My favorite way to cook collard greens is very simple. I take 2 or 3 smoked ham hocks and put them in a large (6 quart) pot of water. Bring the water to a rolling boil and let it boil for about 1 1/2 hours. Add more water as it boils down. The idea is to boil the ham hocks until they begin to fall apart. You should always cook pork very thoroughly and use proper food handling techniques. You want the ham hocks to be falling apart before you add the collard greens.

Take the collard greens and separate the leaves (if fresh) . Now rinse each leaf individually under cold running water. After you rinse the collard greens thoroughly, stack several leaves on top of each other. Roll these leaves together. Then slice the leaves into thin strips using a cutting board and large knife. Rolling them together speeds up the process as you are slicking through several leaves at once.

Next, add your collard greens to the pot. Since this is a lot of collards, you will need to add them until the pot is full. Then allow them to wilt as they cook - then add more. Add you salt, cover and cook for thirty minutes on medium heat. Stir every few minutes to distribute the smoked meat taste evenly. Taste to confirm they are the tenderness you prefer. Serve with your favorite meat dish such as chitterlings. Eat the ham hocks or neck bones right along with the collards.

If you used frozen collards, simply pour them - frozen - right from the package to the pot.

If you use smoked neck bones, they usually don't take as long to cook as ham hocks.

People in my neck of the woods usually sprinkle lots of hot sauce on their collards. I like them that way. Give it a try.

Since this is a large pot full, just save the extras in the refrigerator. They should keep for a long time and actually get better as the juices settle in.

Source: chitterlings.com

Why are men so horny and selfish, among other things....

2007-12-15T19:09:00.000-08:00

I just don't understand how some men can be so selfish and horny all the time. Well the horny part I can understand. However there are men who won't help you do anything unless you are giving them something. I'm a very caring and giving person, therefore I would not ask you for some booty in exchange for some assistance. Well I believe that god doesn't like ugly so what goes around comes around. I honestly feel that most men can be categorized like the following:
80% of men are selfish.
90% of men are horny.
20% of men are understanding.
10% of men 'just want 2 be friends'.
70% of men are cheaters.
95% of men tell big lies.
50% of men are good family men.
50% of men are dead beats.

What kind of percentages have you dealt with ladies? I have dealt with a lot of crap, which is why it is so easy to categorize most men. Don't get me wrong there are some men who are pretty good, but every man that I have ever met has wanted something in return. ladies, we need to stop making life so easy for these men and start making some of these dead beats ..."Pay the cost to be the boss". Some men are so insecure that they always have to display their manhood. I miss the type of man who was secure about himself and took pleasure in pleasing a woman. I miss the type of man who is not afraid to get on his knees for his queen. Women are always treating their man like a king and taking care of him....but who takes care of her. Men, husbands, boyfriends...they forget to treat their woman like a queen. Well I know I cant wait 10 million years for some non-existant perfect man to come around. I have to take care of myself and tune out these childish men who are a waste of air.

"What Each Kiss means"! A very sweet Poem.

2007-12-13T06:19:00.000-08:00

What Each Kiss Means
- Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready.
-Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever.
-Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything.
-Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends.
-Kiss on the Hand; I adore you.
-Kiss on the Neck; We belong together.
-Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you.
-Kiss on the Lips; I love you.
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What the gesture means...
-Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.
-SLAP ON THA BUTT: That's mine.
-Holding on tight; I don't want to let go.
-Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you.
-Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.
-Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.
-Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.
____________________________________________________
Advice;
Don't ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.
____________________________________________________
Requirements;
Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.
____________________________________________________
If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are
missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what each kiss means

My computer crashed. All my good programs gone and more!

2007-12-07T14:13:00.000-08:00

I am still upset that my pc crashed. I lost a lot of programs like Photoshop Cs2, Indesign, next pimp, myjal,2-3,000 mp3 songs, personal pictures, and more. It makes me want to cry. I could have saved it if I didn't accidentally do a system recovery instead of a system restore. Since I did a system recovery it brought me back to factory settings. Really bad......didn't even have security on computer and all links/bookmarks are gone! All those great links I jumped onto and shared and ......just all gone. I think I even lost some cool fonts in addition to the whole Microsoft suit, so now I have a butt-load of documents on notepad. Some programs can not be replaced as well as links can't be remembered off the top of my head. All this occurred after I download a bad copy of what appeared to be the Pro Tools Music Program. However, according to my research certain data can be recovered with a program, for example:

Disk Internals Data recovery Software
R- Undelete
Runtime data Recovery Software
www.Recoverdatatools.com
www.partition-recovery.com
www.datadoctor.org
www.handyrecovery.com/

The virus download is located here: http://www.4shared.com/file/26350509/416c37a3/Digidesign_-_Pro_Tools_64_LE.html
(harmful download)
Please don't download this bull crap. I'm sorry I ever did. I just found this stupid link since all my book marks are gone, but I made sure to post comments warning others. $shared is a good site, you just gotta be careful of what you download. Thanks goodness for delicious bookmarks. At least some good links are still saved for me. Now I really appreciate delicious more than ever. I have lost a lot of layouts and site I was working on, which really pains me the most. However, I believe that you can keep a good woman down. I wanted some info or some more input on a download of an Norton Antivirus 2008 which could be good, but I wish I had someone who could test it without risking themselves. Any takers?

Cool sites I ran into.....Look Here ....You dont want to miss this.

2007-12-04T07:08:00.000-08:00

Well first of all if you want to check your page rank as I wanted to do today and check the rank of other pages. You should go to http://www.selfseo.com/check_google_pagerank.php . This tool is very efficient and gives you the following reports of the website or page link you submit :
PAGERANK
ALEXA RANK
LISTED IN DMOZ
BACKLINKS FROM GOOGLE
BACKLINKS FROM YAHOO
BACKLINKS FROM MSN
RESULTS FROM ALTA VISTA
RESULTS FROM ALL THE WEB
IMAGE THUMBNAIL

Well I checked a couple of sites today that were very nice and talked about things that interested me such as flash tutorials, graphics,illustration, widgets, free downloads and more. The information was very nice and gave me a few ideas. I ran into a site called FlashDen.net . This site lets people get paid for their flash work or designs by selling them on this site. They have a lot of beautiful and eye catching things. This site has some things that are inspirational for the 'uninspired artist' as they say. On this site you can make money through their Authoring Program for example or Get an account-Add $$ to it- Download Files. FlashDen.net makes me definitely want to study and learn every aspect of flash .

Also or all you cell phone users, check out a site called Youmail.com .Basically you know how you call someone's phone and instead of hearing a ringing you hear a song or a person talking like S Harvey or Katt Williams....well this is for that. So far this is the only site I have stumbled onto that has this kind of service. I think its cool. I might try it one day, I already signed up for it but haven't used it yet. If anyone knows any other sites like this one that are inexpensive, please let me know.

Pimps Down, Flows Up

2007-12-02T10:50:00.001-08:00

This video is so hot. I jkust found this today on Youtube.com . They always have a lot of great clips and movies. There music vidoes are also hot. Take a look at this music video. This female rap artist has a nice style and reminds me of MC Lyte.

Sexiest Black man in America today?? Winner is Ving Rhames!

2007-11-25T19:19:00.000-08:00

My best friend(Steph) and I have agreed that Ving Rhames is one of the sexiest black men in America today. His character in Baby Boy is Melvin and he is very built, sexy, manly, and just damn hot ~ if you ask me. In the movie Baby Boy, he is the mothers new boyfriend and he is an ex-con who has turned his life around. He is a strong thug type that knows how to treat his lady and definitely puts it down in the bedroom. Steph says he is a god and he would "get it and get it good" ! Here is a clip with him in it from Baby Boy.
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Ving Rhames, Actor

Born: 12 May 1961
Birthplace: New York, New York
Best Known As: Marsellus Wallace in the movie Pulp Fiction

Name at birth: Irving Rhames

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Well his character in Rosewood is a tough guy,respectful, sensitive, settle-down type, and an overall hero in this movie. Ving Rhames has starred in all types of movies and more. He is a very talented actor. Here is a list of movies he has starred in, my favorites are highlighted :
Films

Go Tell It on the Mountain, 1985.
Casualties of War, 1989.
Jacob's Ladder, 1990.
The Long Walk Home, 1990.
Dave, 1993.
The Saint of Fort Washington, 1993.
Pulp Fiction, 1994.
Kiss of Death, 1995.
Mission: Impossible, 1996.
Striptease, 1996.
Dangerous Ground, 1997.
Rosewood, 1997.
Bringing Out the Dead, 1999.
Mission Impossible II, 2000.
Baby Boy, 2001.
Lilo & Stitch, 2002.
Undisputed, 2002.
Dawn of the Dead, 2004.

A movie that he starred in that they failed to mention in this list is "Holiday Heart". It is a very dramatic and touching movie that you will want to see. In this movie Ving Rhames acting is truly at his best because he plays a gay man named "Holiday". He is helping his friend who gets addicted to crack and her daughter who still has a lot of growing up to do. He is truly a strong , caring, etiquette, and more. He really makes you feel the pain and the struggle to hold the family together. This clip makes me want to watch the movie right now.

Well here is a full list of Ving Rhames Movies. My favorites are highlighted. If you want to see the trailers for these movies, try Videodetective.com If you have one that is not on this list let me know.

Filmography

RISING SON 1990
PATTY HEARST 1988
HOMICIDE 1991
SAINT OF FORT WASHINGTON, THE 1993
DROP SQUAD 1994
STRIPTEASE 1996
ROSEWOOD 1997
CON AIR 1997
DON KING: ONLY IN AMERICA 1997
OUT OF SIGHT 1998
BRINGING OUT THE DEAD 1999
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 2 2000
FINAL FANTASY: THE SPIRITS WITHIN 2001
BABY BOY 2001
AMERICAN TRAGEDY 2000
LILO & STITCH 2002
SINS OF THE FATHER 2002
UNDISPUTED 2002
DARK BLUE 2003
STITCH! THE MOVIE 2003
SIN 2003
DAWN OF THE DEAD 2003
BACK IN THE DAY 2005
ANIMAL 2005
SHOOTING GALLERY 2005
MISSION: IMPOSSIBLE III 2006
IDLEWILD 2006
I NOW PRONOUNCE YOU CHUCK AND LARRY 2007

Hope you enjoyed your ThanksGiving....now get ready 4 X-mas!

2007-11-24T08:49:00.000-08:00

Well my Thanksgiving was nice. I went to my best friends house to help her cook and have thanks giving over there. The food was ok but the most important thing to me was to be thankful and I was. We had baked macaroni and cheese,BBQ chicken, cornbread, honey biscuits, fried chicken, greens, potato salad, apple pie, & pineapple/vanilla cake. At first my boyfriend previously had plans to go down south to see a sick relative with his family. His plans changed and so he was staying here for Thanksgiving and I was glad at the thought of him being with me. I was concerned because there is tension between men being around other men, as well as previous unwanted episodes. However, regardless of him not wanting to come to my friends house for thanksgiving with us....things worked themselves out. He ended up coming anyway to make a delivery and so he stayed to eat and chill. I am glad and relieved things worked themselves out. My son had fun playing with my best friend's kids and eating a"big feast". My son was asking me about a big feast ever since his class had a discussion about Thanksgiving. I am glad that he enjoyed his feast and had fun. I had a good time as well too. My boyfriend, my best friend, her boyfriend, and our BESTEST friend ever(MJ)....had a great time! !

Just a Quick Update.

2007-11-13T12:02:00.000-08:00

Well today was a half day for my sons' school and a Parent -Teacher conference. I got to meet with his teachers who said he has greatly improved but could do better if he pays more attention. My son does have a short attention span but he is very smart and is learning a lot. It surprises me how much he learns from school and how much he is doing. I am proud of him. I was going to make a quick run to see my best friend today but, I am hesitant due to my irritating congestive cold. I am please to announce that I have finally completed the coding for them spiderman layout which was a little more testy than I expected. I usually never had that problem before, but I still made it work out for the time being. I might need to make some adjustments to the background and add other details but its sorta decent for now. Also here are some buttons that I have created, so if you like them, please feel free to comment.

Sick with a cold, HeartBroken, and Overwhelmed!

2007-11-10T17:54:00.000-08:00

Well I have had some bad luck or a turn for the worst lately. My boyfriend and I broke up, for good this time, unless I want to be a fool who loves but is not loved in return. We had a bad argument that he seemed to want to continue for no good reason. We argued over something petty and he made me cry with some hurtful words, as he usually does. I have tried my best to make the relationship work and to love him. He obviously does not love me and has thoughts or interests of someone else. It made me a little sad at first but, I was more relieved than upset. I was relieved to have him out of my door and my life because, I knew it meant an end to my emotional pain and stress. I told him that I loved him, but that this relationship was not going to work. I let go of my pride and told him how I felt. Ladies, you already know how hard it is for a man to let go of his pride. Well this man was no different and could not let it go. He apologized only to make more hurtful and ignorant remarks. I was so tired of all the bullshit and the games. I stayed home almost every night to cook dinner for him and take care of him. What do I get in return? I get a kick in the ass with no thank you and no grand prize. Yep its sad...the dirty shit that men do and the games they play that turn women into man haters,lesbians, and cold hearted. I always try to stay positive, no matter what the outcome. However, I have played this assholes' game for two years now, and still no changes for the better. Well I may be lonely and saddened, but I feel wiser for making the decision to not be hurt anymore. At first he pretended to be upset and whatever, but at this point he is uncaring and inconsiderate. Due to this bullshit, my life has been slowed to a crawl, meaning I totally missed out on a job with decent pay and had to "change". What I mean by change is the changes you have to make when you are alone with no help and someone leaves you with less than what you came into the relationship. Well anyways, my main focus is money and keeping appointments now. Unfortunately, I have been feeling ill. This illness had recently came about due to the crying all night long and arguing to no ends. I feel very shitty right now as far as physically goes and emotionally...well lets just say I'd rather be a workaholic. I'd basically rather work all day than to be thinking about some immature, hurtful, game playing, emotionally abusive asshole. Please excuse all the foul language but some major venting is needed.

Well I have had some good friends to try to keep me up instead of down and encourage me to be single. I have heard them but, I also see them with their boyfriends who are always by their side. Well I have been standing by something stronger than love right now...MaryJane. Yes. I love it. I feel that it has just the right stuff to help heal my aching heart and my exhausted mind. I only wish that right now, I was not sick with a nasty congestive head cold. Well I also have created a new Spiderman layout design. I also have others that I created to get some of the over crowded ideas out of my head. Here are some examples below:

The spiderman layout is for a friend of mine named Justin. I am supposed to code it for him, but I haven't felt too good lately.The other layouts are just examples of something that could be greater than what they are.I was thinking that these layouts could be great for either myspace or adjusted for full web sites if necessary. My friend Rod told me that web sites should look more business-like and not so 'myspace-ish' I guess. However I have seen other sites that have unique out of the box designs which inspire me to be different rather than the same boring shit. What do you think people? Should a website be more business or unique to fit the persons attitude??

Tell me what you think of these other layout previews.
< < This gun layout is something I was thinking of for those guys like my EX-Man who want to be so thugged out. Obviously all they do is think about guns or fighting. Well what do you think?

The Queen layout is something I had in mind for a African American woman who has a blog or site that wants to show her beauty and pride through the daily madness of lifes' stumbles.

Another day......Not so Easy Sunday.

2007-11-04T07:59:00.000-08:00

Well yesterday, I just finished a myspace layout for my friend Stephanie. You can see her myspace page here.It could have been better but what I did is what she wanted. I plan on making another layout and trying to save it as a html page or something. My idea is to find a way to show these designs in a website, that is easy for me to update and operate. Any ideas?? I know that a great deal of my site will be html/css. I think if I use myspace /blogger/wordpress as a base, I would have less of a problem. Anyway, I can design like crazy, but coding is a different matter. Hopefully I will get the chance to go to a college where I can learn more and get a degree which obviously will be very beneficial. Everyone keeps mentioning BMCC and telling me I should go there.

Well as far as my personal life, I think it has been very stressful and sad. I have been crying a lot lately and wishing I could have a bottle of Hennessey. Most of my stress and crying is because of my boyfriend, who is seeming more careless everyday. Don't get me wrong he puts on a decent show of telling me he loves me. I think love is more than words, it is action as well, which is what he lacks. I was looking for more romance, more lust, more fire, and definitely more kink. He lacks the fire and desire, I rarely feel that he desires me at all. I am always all over him and showing him a lot of affection. Honestly my previous boyfriend was crazy,over protective, very lustful and kinky as hell....so at this pace now I feel like a turtle. I love him a lot so therefore I am willing to "turtle" with him as long as it takes. Anyway, we watched "Gone with the Wind" last night and I think it was so romantic and so dramatic.I liked it a lot and wish I had it on dvd. The romance displayed in this movie was so true.....where has the real romance gone??

Halloween is tomorrow!Party tomorrow, and guess what? My boyfriend was cheating on me!

2007-10-30T08:37:00.000-07:00

Well nothing really makes my weekend like finding out my love of my life was cheating on me or in other words~ talking to someone else. I was crushed. I gave him all my love and all my time.To find out he was hiding something from me and talking to someone else for like 2 months, is truly heartbreaking. Why would he do this to me I asked myself. What did I do wrong? Or what didn't I do? The answer to this is nothing. I did everything I could possibly do for him, everything! I was all the woman he ever needed in our bedroom and the total freak of his dreams. I cooked, cleaned, and made him feel like a king. Meanwhile, when I got pregnant and didn't really know it, he was obviously interested in some 18 year old conversation. I was so upset that I took all his shit to his mom's. Excuse the language but ladies..you gotta feel me on a cheating a$$ man! It makes you so mad you just start bubbling inside. I cried my eyes out until I couldn't cry anymore. My sadness and tears turned into anger and frustration very quickly. Well you might be asking yourself well how did she find out. I found out because he got arrested and the cop had to give me his phone na other belongings. The officer gave me his stuff and I signed some paper for it. I started looking through his phone, since I knew this would be the only chance I ever got to do so. I browsed his text messages and a girl named Tiff sent him a message saying, " I'm bored and I miss you". I was shocked and angry but, my friend who was there with me at the time said, " Wait, calm down. Text back to make sure you are not mistaken". I sent Tiff a text using my boyfriends' phone saying, "whats up". I also sent another message saying,"I'm Horny". Then she responded back saying, "Me too haven't done it in a while...etc". This is how I found out that he is a cheating bastard. after this I called her from his phone and let her know I was his girlfriend. I calmed down enough to talk to her and she said the following based on a few questions that I asked her:
1- She was 18 years old.
2- Has been with him for about two months.
3- She has a daughter.
4- Said that my man told her, "He just came out of a long term relationship, so he just wanted to take it slow".
5- They never had sexual intercourse.

After hearing all this of course I was furious. I was mad at the fact that he was in jail so I couldn't kick his as for myself. I wanted to cut his dumb ass of blacken his eyes. I just wanted to hurt him as bad as he hurt me. I felt that If he could do that to me then he never cared about me. It hurt even more thinking about all the times when I felt like the love was slipping away and that we were drifting apart. Recently, we had hardly any problems and I thought we were both happy. I thought we were happy and chilling despite the unfortunate miscarriage that I had. The two months that I was bleeding from a miscarriage he was talking to her. Now when he finally got out from central booking or whatever....he came and knocked on my door . I wouldn't let him in and I told him all his shit was at his mothers house. He was banging on my door pleading to talk to me and discuss the situation.I told him to go talk to that sl*t. He obviously tried to hide near my door so that when I opened it he would be there. Unfortunately for him cops were patroling my building and they knocked on my door and asked me if I knew this person.I said that I knew him of course, but I told them that I didn't wish to talk to him because he is a lying sack of sh*t. The cops gave me a look like they couldn't believe what I just said. They told him to go away right now and If I wanted to talk to him later then ok. He is so lucky that they got to him instead of me because I told him I would have cut him....seriously . That bastard had me so mad and heartbroken. When we actually did talk, he kept denying the whole thing and telling me all kinds of lies and bull that didn't make clear sense. He told me lies for 2 days almost 3 until I took some wise womens' advice and told him that I wanted the truth and some questions answered OR we are totally over and thats it. So finally he confessed to everything. I was so upset and all I really wanted was the truth instead of him lying to me and trying to turn shit around on me. Excuse my language, but he tried to blame everyone else for this problem except for hiself. Unfu*king believable.
Well let me tell you what this wise and cool older lady told me. She said she knew or found out her husband was cheating and knew where he was. She went to the lady who was in the same building and knocked on her door and said, "Tell me husband to come here". She pulled her husband out of there and told the mistress, " I know you sleep with other people's husbands, but this is my man and I am not the one!". I wondered to myself why she didn't do more or something else. Then she told me that she was not going to give her man up that easily. They were married so she took those vows seriously. She really enlightened me with her story. So right now, my boyfriend or whatever (Because he doesn't deserve that title) has a lot to make up for. He has to treat me and give me gifts and more. I also have the right to search his phone from now on as much as I like and anything else I feel like. Any bullshit from him and he is out the door. Like they say, " Don't let the door knob hit'cha where the good lord split'cha". LMAO.

I am designing a web site for someone.

2007-10-21T17:04:00.000-07:00

I CAN BE VERY CREATIVE USING PHOTOSHOP AND OTHER PROGRAMS. I NEVER REALLY KNEW TOO MUCH ABOUT DESIGNING A WHOLE SITE. I THINK THE MORE CONFUSING SITE ABOUT TRYING TO BUILD YOUR OWN WEBSITE OR A SITE IS THE PUBLISHING. A FRIEND OF MINE, OFFERED ME DREAMWEAVER BUT SINCE I THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE TOO COMPLICATED TO DEAL WITH AT THIS TIME, I REFUSED IT. I LOVE PHOTOSHOP BECAUSE IT IS EASY AND LETS YOU CREATE JUST ABOUT ANYTHING. I WAS CONTEMPLATING ON WHETHER I SHOULD GET SITEGRINDER FOR PHOTOSHOP? WELL THE SITE I DESIGNED IS JUST ABOUT DONE EXCEPT FOR SOME MINOR CHANGES OR ADDITIONS. THE SITE THAT WILL BE FOR MOST OF MY GRAPHICS, IS STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION. AS SOON AS IT LOOKS KINDA DECENT , I WILL POST THE WEB ADDRESS. HOPEFULLY ONE DAY I WILL ALSO BE ABLE TO GET A PERSONAL SITE.

THE SITE I HAVE COMPLETED DESIGNING IS FOR AN ESCORT AGENCY. AS FAR AS WHAT ELSE THE SITE NEEDS, I THINK IT NEEDS MORE CODING. HOWEVER, MY CLIENT WHO OWNS THE SITE LIKES/ APPRECIATES THE SIMPLICITY. I PERSONALLY WANT THE GRAPHICS SITE THAT I AM BUILDING TO BE MORE INTERACTIVE AND DRAW ATTENTION. I HAVE NO FLASH KNOWLEDGE UNFORTUNATELY, SO THAT IS WHAT I WOULD LOVE TO LEARN OR BE ABLE TO CREATE WITH AS WELL. VIEW THE NEARLY COMPLETED ESCORT SITE AT: WWW.NYCXTASYGIRLS.COM . THIS SITE AND MY UPCOMING GRAPHICS SITE IS HOSTED BY HTTP://WWW.RHWEBHOSTING.COM . ANYWAY, I AM WORKING ON SOME OTHER DESIGNS AND IDEAS FOR A CREATIVE WEBSITE LAYOUT, AO IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN ONE JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE.

More cool Banners/Headers....

2007-10-18T13:25:00.000-07:00

Check me out on TalentDatabase.com.

2007-10-13T10:34:00.000-07:00

TalentDatabase.com features many artists and various portfolios. It features all forms or art including images,video,writing,etc. It provides exposure and opportunities in the world of talent.You can sign up for free and create your profile/portfolio to promote your talents.You can also link to your other sites to generate more traffic. Most importantly you get to sell your work and find jobs by networking with buyers around the world.

So try it today and join other artists and buyers.
My web address from talentdatabase.com is : http://thedb.com/mslovely101

New custom banner that I have created for some cool blogs!

2007-10-12T10:41:00.000-07:00

As you all know I love creating graphics, so here are a few headers that I have created. Fro those of you who I sent a message saying I will make you a banner because I dig your blog, I will. Be patient and I will make sure it gets up here. Please let me know if you need it to be resized. Or if you want it sent by email. Thanks!

TO REQUEST A BANNER: LEAVE A COMMENT !

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The process of custom designing my future site for "LowKey Graphics".

2007-10-10T06:21:00.000-07:00

Last night I was thinking about the design of my site that I will be getting soon. I want to have the design all laid out, so my site will be nearly complete. A friend of mine offered to host it for me. His website is RHwebhosting.com.He is truly a computer wiz and has helped me a lot in the past. I can make a totally hot website design in Photoshop but, with a minor setback. To get it actually up and working as I have created it is a problem, since I don't have Sitegrinder. For a myspace layout, I create the background,buttons,and other items separate. Then I can just get a code for the individual pictures and complete the layout by adding some layout coding. However, lately I have been using Microsoft Publisher which everyone says is easy. Without the stunning graphics from programs like photoshop, publisher templates/layouts are just too plain! When I construct a decent homepage from publisher I will show a preview. If you like the way it looks then you might be free to have it! lol. As far as my domain name, I think I will check with yahoo for that. I'm fairly new at this getting a site up and running so if you have more experience or any tips. . . Please share.

The reason I am not getting a site for my blog here is that I want to have some time devoted to it and not abandon it. Making a site for graphics is more reasonable due to the fact that I have created enough graphics to overload my pc and so forth. I want to share my graphics and also be able to help people with design or small coding issues. As far as this blog, I will keep it up to the best of my ability and try to keep it updated with some cool content. Next I will be creating some cool banner designs which will be free for you to snag. I am also loving the Erykah Badu music and so I make graphics of her or her lyrics. Her music is so peaceful and meditative. It soothes me when chaos tries to surround me.

Sorry I have been away. Im back from drama and bullshit city.

2007-10-07T17:11:00.000-07:00

Sorry I haven't been updating you guys on cool graphics,html/css codes, and other extreme stuff. I have been in the midst of drama,tears,loss,and bullshit. I have been through so much these last few weeks that I am suprised to still be standing. I really missed making graphics and learning and sharing codes. Im not sure how many of you have actually missed my blog postings. I have had serious relationship problems on top of financial problems. I am just lucky to be a 420 smoker or else I dont see how I could have dealt with it all. I was sick with a mean cold and then got well to hear I was expecting a baby. Wow. then this happiness didn't last long, because I experienced a miscarriage. Talk about sad and depressing. Well I believe that everything happens for a reason, so maybe god thought that this was in my best interest. a lot of things that have happened to me has made me change a little.I am always trying to do my best and be my best....but now I want to try harder. I just hope that in the process of my efforts to succeed, that no one tries to pull me down. Ladies and especially single mommies know where Im coming from.

Life is hard and having a family makes it even harder. One obstacle that stands in the way of a successful woman or female is a jealous man. I have felt the wrath of a few jealous men, but from that I have learned to be stronger. After you get hurt many times, the pain dulls and then you become stronger. The best man in my life right now is my little man. My son is my pride and joy, if I didn't have him I would have lost all my beans long ago! lol lol ! I also have some friends that keep me sane and laughing. Like my friend Stephanie, who is my main 420 partner. She keeps me laughing and is there when I need to shed some tears. She is my best friend and I think she is blessed.Thanks to her, I have a new attitude, which is "F*&% the Bullshit".Anyone who doesn't apprecite me can go jerk themself. LOL.

Well hopefully I will have my own website which I want to be a mixture of everything. I want graphics,blogging, coding, and resources on my site. Any clever ideas on how to make my site, please comment and let me know what you think. I also have made some new Erykah Badu Graphics.I have been increasingly interested in black art and graphics. I have seen some very nice sites that have cool black graphics. I personally would rather see a beautifu lblack woman with a shapely body , than a white sticker chick pin-up magazine toon. Dont get me wrong, I love all graphics but I would like to see more black graphics and art. A few more enlightening graphics would be nice rather than flirting graphics all the time. Well hopefully I can create more of what I want to see and what I envision.

Free Calorie Counter From MyFitnessPal.com

2007-07-26T06:56:00.000-07:00

If I was trying to diet and keep in shape I would definitely give MyFitnessPal a try. I think thier site is really cool because, they have a lot of free fun stuff to help with your fitness. For example, they have a free calorie counter and a free exercise journal. I can agree with something if its easy to keep track and easy to do. My Fitness Pal works with any diet and is totally free so you will never pay a cent. Another great thing about their site is that you can browse different types of food brands and it will tell you the nutrition facts of each serving. Say if you ate three buttermilk pancakes this morning and wanted to know how many calories it was. All you would have to do is browse their food database for Pancakes- and then buttermilk pancakes to be exact, and presto!
Another great tool they have on their site is like an exercise counter which can let you know how many calories burned during different exercises. So if you need to get in shape for the summer or just do something healthy, check out their site which is 100% free.

I was watching tv today and saw part of a biography by: Huey P.Newton.

2007-07-25T15:11:00.001-07:00

I was watching tv today and saw part of a biography about the leader of the Black Panther Party.
Huey P. Newton in my opinion was a great man who did a lot for his people and his community. Although like his said on tv today, he was not like Martin Luther King, I think he was great.
Martin Luther King was before Huey and tried to do things non-violently, because he had a dream. Huey P. Newton on tv today was saying he had a dream, after I saw some of this program I had to get more info. The show was inspirational and is not forgotten today. A friend of mine on myspace, who is a (white) male who does wonderful art, made a picture with the word REMEMBER. This actually also made me want more knowledge on the past of the Black Panther Party and what it really meant back then to say: "Black Power!!".

The pride in self and community help that the movement stood for .......just deserves a hell of a lot of kudos. I was also reading about Huey P. Newton on this website, which also talked about the Ten-Point Program. My favorite point in the Ten-Point Program would be the third point. I feel that the third point makes a valid statement that people are overlooking today. The third point states:

" 3. We want an end to the robbery by the white man of our Black Community.
We believe that this racist government has robbed us and now we are demanding the overdue debt of forty acres and two mules. Forty acres and two mules was promised 100 years ago as restitution for slave labor and mass murder of black people. We will accept the payment as currency which will be distributed to our many communities. The Germans are now aiding the Jews in Israel for the genocide of the Jewish people. The Germans murdered six million Jews. The American racist has taken part in the slaughter of over twenty million black people; therefore, we feel that this is a modest demand that we make. "

The "Just Say Hi" 100%Free Dating Site.

2007-07-12T16:46:00.000-07:00

Well right now I am 100% single and I have been visiting some free dating sites.There is a site called Just Say Hi that is 100% free and it even lets you compare it to other dating sites. Signing up is free and only takes 60 seconds! I think that it's great compared to some other sites that have you answering tons of questions and taking an extra long time. So instead of being single and needing companionship, why not try some dating sites that allow you to search for your dream date. Just say Hi is a new dating site with thousands of singles who have been enjoying the benefits of online dating services. A few of my friends have tried online dating services and now have long term relationships as well as fun dating experiences. So whether you are looking for fun or someone you want to be be with long term, try JustSayHI.com.

More sketches for the mommy bloggers!! Yaah !

2007-07-08T16:37:00.000-07:00

Above is a Hello Kitty Sketch, this would be mainly for the girls. Then I have spongebob which is for everyone, spongebob is hilarious. Does anyone else think that spongebob is funnier than Family Guy???Dont get me wrong , I love Family Guy with Stewie and others.Although Spongebob seems funnier more and more.What Do you think?

Also, before I forget...here is my Photo Hunt. This weeks theme for June 7-Saturday is "FAKE". Basically a lot of things can be fake. Money can be fake, as well as jewlery or people even. Some people have wanted me to post a real picture like with real people in it so this time I will.Below is a real picture of me wearing a fake or artificial hair piece. lol..... Anyone who don't like it you can let the door hit you where the good lord split ya! Wanna join the hunt? Well go to TnChick.com

My first animated graphics !!!!

2007-07-05T10:05:00.001-07:00

I created my first animated gifs.I am proud of me.I have tried it before going by tutorials online but to no success.So I thought of another method which I will share will you soon.

Cute Javascript Love Test !!!

2007-07-04T17:36:00.000-07:00

Free JavaScripts provided

by The JavaScript Source

Total list of Text-based HTML editors & WYSIWYG.

2007-07-03T12:53:00.000-07:00

ALLEYCODE
A free HTML/XHTML editor that runs on Windows.

APTANA
A cross-platform, free and open source JavaScript-focused (IDE) for building dynamic web applications.

CRIMSON EDITOR
A freeware source-available text editor, source code editor, and HTML editor for Windows.

COFFEECUP HTML EDITOR
One of the first HTML Editing software to include JavaScripts inside the program and to feature 'split-screen' editing.

EDIT PLUS
A text editor for windows platform, that is released with a shareware license.

HTML KIT
A full-featured HTML editor designed to help HTML, XHTML and XML authors to edit, format, lookup help, validate, preview and publish web pages.

NOW HERE IS A BRIEF LIST OF WYSIWYG EDITORS:

* Adobe Contribute "Dreamweaver Lite"
* Adobe Dreamweaver - Previously Macromedia Dreamweaver.
* Adobe GoLive
* Blaze Composer
* iWeb
* KompoZer
* Media Lab SiteGrinder
* Microsoft Expression Web
* Microsoft SharePoint Designer
* Microsoft Visual Studio / ASP.NET Web Matrix
* Microsoft Visual Web Developer
* NetObjects Fusion
* Nvu
* Quanta Plus
* Sandvox
* SeaMonkey Composer
* RapidWeaver
* WorldWideWeb

List of "Through the Web" WYSIWYG Web Editors

My photo hunt theme pic for "shiny" and "sweet".

2007-06-30T15:32:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the late Photo Hunt, but here they are. Hope you like them. Tell me what you think.For shiny this was the first thing that came into my mind. For sweet ..I think that flowers are the sweetest thing next to children or babies, and we as mothers are blessed to have them. I may not have a lot of personal photos as some others, but these are my creations.Hope you enjoy.
Thanks in advance for the comments. Please add your button to the plugboard if you have want.
Click here to view more Saturday Photo Hunt Participants!!!

One of my favorite movies....BAPS.

2007-06-29T18:25:00.000-07:00

Great Marquee codes!!

2007-06-29T09:28:00.000-07:00

Move to the left marquee:
Example:
PUT WHATEVA YOU WANT HERE

Alternate Moving Marquee:
Example:
TEXT

Upward Moving Marquee:
Example:

TEXT

Downward Moving Marquee:
Example:

TEXT

Up & Down Marquee:
Example:

TEXT

ZipZag Marquee:
Example:

TEXT

Alternate Zig Zagging Marquee:
Example:

TEXT

Colored Background Marquee:
Example:

TEXT

Colored Border Marquee:
Example:

TEXT

Blinking Marque:
Example:

3| | |TEXT| | |4

Plug Your Link !!

2007-06-27T19:28:00.000-07:00

FAQ's:
Just in case you have some confusion about plugging your link in.
Here is a short tutorial to help you.

How to insert your Button URL.
OK well your button url basically looks like this:
http://i104.photobucket.com/albums/m171/mslovely101/message2.gif
So all you would have to do is -
1) Right Click on your picture/button .
2) Scroll down the menu to select Copy Image Location.
3) And the Image location that you are copying should be your button url !
4) So when you get to my plugboard, paste the link into the "button url" field.
5) And you're done!

Ps: If you dont have your own button already. You can easily generate one from :

http://kalsey.com/tools/buttonmaker/

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2007-06-24T19:09:00.000-07:00

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Music artist Foxy Brown gets beat up in Pink Houses!!!!

2007-06-24T10:31:00.000-07:00

YOOOOOOOOOOOOO She got fucked up!
I feel bad for her in a way.No one should have to go throught that but you do have many immature people out there. However, I keep asking myself how could she have put herself in this position!? If I was famous, you wouldn't catch me back in the ghetto unless its for a good cause.The headline for the DAILY NEWS reads:

" Foxy in fracas..Ex-beau's gal pals beat her, rip hair weave"

Foxy Brown's real name is Inga Marchand and she is originally from Brooklyn. Foxy Brown was attacked yesterday by three of her ex-boyfriend's girl pals, who pulled out her hearing aid and tore her hair weave at his command.The beating occurred at 5:30am after Foxy dumped him because she found out he was a pimp! The two of them were in his car when she was kicking him to the curb.
He got mad and called some of his "chicks" to beat her up.

The police said "They Beat her bad.They ripped out her hair weave. Her hair was a mess ...".The girls also snatched foxy's handbag and $500.This whole incident occurred after Foxy and her mystery man was leaving a party in Luis H.Pink Houses.

Basically she went to the police station and filed a complaint.Then police drove around the neighborhood in an unmarked car searching for the attackers.Foxy pointed out 23 year old -Rashawn Anthony.He was arrested and charged with assault. Police sources said Foxy stopped cooperating when one of her representatives arrived on the scene.

It seems to me that Foxy has goten herself into a lot of trouble over the years and is losing her spotlight to hang with her ex-boyfriends or similar people of bad character. I think sshe should have a more professional attitude and should know who to trust and who not to trust. Bad enough you know the media throws your personal life into the spotlight, but you should take better precautions. Honestly, Where were her bodyguards?Did she have no one there to defend her or speak up for her? Obviously not!

Custom Sketch of 'akuma' and 'Spiderman' for the kids!

2007-06-23T11:08:00.001-07:00

ATTENTION MOMMY BLOGGERS!!!

Take a look at this custom sketch I created from pictures of akuma! Just for you who don't know, which is impossible, Akuma is a character from street fighter. I used photoshop to create this sketch effect! Tell me what you think. I gave one to my son today along with a spiderman sketch I found online. So print the sketch and let your kiddies color it!
AKUMA

SPIDERMAN

HOW TO CLEAR INTERNET CACHE TUTORIAL

2007-06-22T13:48:00.000-07:00

Thanks: About.com

What is Internet Cache?

The temporary internet files folder, also commonly known as the cache, stores a record of your online activity including items you've seen, heard, and downloaded. These items are put in your cache to make internet browsing faster, since your computer can call up some elements or even entire pages from the cache instead of displaying a completely new webpage.

Why Clear Cache?

Clearing your cache will free up some space on your computer and it's a good idea to clear it from time to time.

Manually Clear the Cache

Go to the start menu, choose 'settings,' then click on the control panel. In the control panel window, click 'internet options.' You can also go to tools in your internet browser and click 'internet options.' Under the general tab, in the temporary internet files section, click the 'delete files button.' This will delete all the files currently in your cache. Click 'ok' and click 'ok' again.

Adjust Settings to Clear Cache Automatically

You can also adjust the internet settings to automatically clear the cache whenever you close your browser. Go to the 'advanced' tab in the internet options window. In the settings box, scroll down to the section called 'security.' Click the checkbox next to the 'empty temporary files folder when browser is closed' option. This option does not clear cookies, but will clear your cache of other files every time you close your internet browser. Click 'ok' to finish.

My thoughts about creating my own blog platform templates.......

2007-06-15T06:33:00.000-07:00

Well I am thinking about stepping into the business of creating my own custom templates for different blogging platforms like wordpress and blogger. So far I have found many helpful and interesting links to get me started. I have found a lot of information on wordpress about this, even though I am not a member of wordpress.

First I went to Wordpress and did a search for "how to make my own template with wordpress?"The results from this search are documentation which start from Theme Development. Now usually with designing I just figure it out as I go and create something nice and simple or abstract. Lately I have also been working with publisher which is nice and somewhat easy to use. I still have not done too much with it yet but when I get the fist site done- I will show you! IF you have any ideas that can help me or any informative pages, please share.

Anyways the link to the page of results of the search question: "how to make my own template with wordpress?" is here.On that page you can see all the covered topics of interest which I will definitely be studying. I think it will be better to study the topics to learn more on what template building is all about.Rather than just changing templates or template coding with a cms or other editor.

You might ask what inspired me to learn about this? Well I know that people who create templates and sell templates get a lot of money. Your best buyers will be bloggers who get paid to blog and people who own a business.However, I am still working on the transferring of publisher file to pdf or xps I guess. I don't think I would want it in pdf, because wouldn't it then open in adobe reader?
Well I am determined so I know I will get it!

Cool Html tips for ADDING SCROLLBARS.

2007-06-08T16:51:00.000-07:00

Found this on myspace.

ADDING SCROLLBARS

A Few Notes Before You StartIf you do not want to have a background color, then just input transparent as the color. If you would rather have different style borders, you could add one of the following; Outset, Inset, Dotted, Dashed, Double, Ridge or Groove.
If you have customized your pages scroll bar, then it will apply to this as well, they will be the same color.
The customization of your scroll bar colors will not show in the browser Fire Fox.

Adding a Scroll To Interest AreasI have had several users ask me on how I added the scroll bar to the individual sections and the friends. In this topic I will explain it.

At the beginning of the section you want the scroll bar in, you need to put this:

<div style="overflow:auto;width:200;height:200; color:silver; font-size:9pt; font-weight:bold; font-family:arial; background-color:black; border: 2px solid silver;">Text or Image</div>
< like look would it that, do you when So,>
*Change the bolded entries to meet your needs
Example:

Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text Your text.

Add a Background To ItIf you want to put a background in the div rather than just a background color, you can modify it for that as well. You use the same coding as above just add some more to it like this!

<div style="overflow:auto;width:200;height:200; color:silver; font-size:9pt; font-weight:bold; font-family:arial; text-align:center; background-color:black; background-image: url(URL_TO_IMAGE); background-position:center; background-repeat:no-repeat; border:2px solid silver;">Text or Image</div>

*In this one I also added text allignment, you can adjust that how you want as well.
Example:

The background coding used is the same as the background for your page, so you can change it how you want as far as the no-repeat, center and background color goes!

Add Scroll To Friends AreaAnother common question is, "How to add a scroll bar to comments and friends area?" To do this, go into your "Who I'd Like To Meet" section and at the end of all your text/coding there, add this:

<div style="height:400;width:450px;overflow:auto"><table><tr><td><table><tr><td>

All you need to do is adjust the width and height as you want.

How do I add borders to a pic?

2007-06-08T16:39:00.000-07:00

< img src="" style="" />red 3px STYLE" src="URL_OF_PIC_HERE">

This is a list of border STYLES you can use:

none

hidden

dotted

dashed

solid

double

groove

ridge

inset

outset

These are the more comon borders

Top left - dashed

Top right - solid

Bottom left - inset

Bottom right - dotted

I know I have missed a few Photohunts but here they are.

2007-06-06T15:19:00.000-07:00

First is the Photohunt theme for Colorful! So here a re my pictures for colorful:
First is the Da Brat picture collage that I made using Photoshop, which is very colorful.
To make this picture I obviously took many other pictures and clipped,cut,pasted,and outlined to perfection. Do you like?
Well next is another colorful picture collage of Lil Kim!
I love Lil Kim's Music, although it may be a little R rated...I like it!
Next Photo Hunt theme is ART. So below is some graphic art created by me. Below is a new myspace layout I created which is currently the layout I'm using on myspace.

LOSING A BEST FRIEND IS HARD .....

2007-05-29T09:07:00.000-07:00

MY BOYFRIEND HAS BASICALLY TOLD ME NOT TO VISIT MY BEST FRIEND ANYMORE.I AM VERY SAD. MY BOYFRIEND DIDN'T EVEN TRY TO UNDERSTAND.ALL HE KNOWS IS WHAT HIS EXPERIENCE IN LIFE HAS TAUGHT HIM, WHICH IS TO MIND YOUR BUSINESS. HE HAS BEEN STABBED IN THE BACK BY PLENTY OF SO-CALLED "FRIENDS".I WANT TO BE THERE FOR MY FRIEND AS SHE WAS THERE FOR ME.I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO. MY BOYFRIEND SAYS THAT MY FRIEND SHOULD MAKE HER OWN DECISIONS, WHICH SHE DOES! BUT WHEN I TRIED TO EXPLAIN THIS TO HIM HE SEEMED AS IF HE JUST REFUSED TO UNDERSTAND. I STARTED TO CRY AFTER A WHILE BECAUSE THE CONVERSATION GOT VERY HEATED.

MY BEST FRIEND IS HAVING A HARD TIME WITH HER MAN/ KIDS FATHER.HE IS NOT SUPPORTIVE OF THE THINGS SHE WANTS TO DO. HE IS LIKE TRYING TO KEEP HER BAREFOOT AND PREGNANT. SO THEY ARGUE. THEN HE DISRESPECTS HER IN FRONT OF PEOPLE SO THEY ARGUE. THEN HE ACTS LIKE HE DISLIKES ME BUT THEN MAKES SEXIST SLURS IN THE FORM A JOKE TOWARDS ME.

HAS ANYONE ELSE GONE THROUGH THIS??WHAT CAN YOU DO NOT TO LOSE YOUR BEST FRIEND?

LAdies Leave a comment if you know how Im feeling!

2007-05-28T19:19:00.001-07:00

Ladies feel me on these graphics.MOst men deserve to be treated like dogs and pigs.They have no concerns except themselves.Ladies and women have a million concerns and give life every day. However all men do is think about taking lives and they dont have the slightest idea of the trouble it takes to create life. Holla!!!

Check out this flyer I created for my friend!

2007-05-25T10:28:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone. I am just getting my computer back after a repair.My pc had shut down on my like it just froze or something.I was bugged out.Im so glad I got it fixed.This is a flyer that I made for my friends party....LIke it? He is having a rent party!I think its a cool idea...especially for a bachelor like himself.He has a cool little bachelor pad in brooklyn.Greatest thing is that he can really cook his ass off.He is like a super chef boyardee. LOL LOL !!

If you want one like it just ask!

"Send large files for free Aruna Send Widget"- From 'Nothing Toxic' blog.

2007-05-16T17:22:00.000-07:00

Send large files for free (up to 100MB) to anyone with an email address.
Aruna Send is a secure and reliable online file transfer, storage, management and sharing solution. It is web-based so you can easily and securely send and receive large files over the Internet to anyone.The main feature of this solution is that you can send file(s) from your computer to any email address. The recipient does not receive any email attachments, so you are not restricted by email system limitations. The receiver only receives a link. This link connects to a page from where the receiver can download the file. The receiver does not need to have an Aruna account. The file will be available to the receiver to download for 7 days before it expires.

Get Widget here.

Source & Image:Droll Things & Nothing Toxic: Send large files for free Aruna Send Widget

Photo Hunt Theme: Five

2007-05-12T21:27:00.000-07:00

This is what I have to offer to this saturday's photo hunt. Hope you enjoy it!
These are 5 blog post backgrounds!

Blog Backgrounds here.Just change the text!The more you type the prettier it will be.So enjoy and leave a comment!